Hi
I was at the shopping mall, and met my aunt there. It was nice to see her again, because I have not seen here for a while and I think we have a pretty good relationship. She and her daughter has been on vacation in a Paris a few weeks ago. I made a joke that she could find a french girl to me and take home to Norway. That's how the girl talk started. So then she told me, right to me face that I am not attractive to girls at all. I got pretty shocked because I had never expect her to say something like that to me. And this was in the shopping mall with people around us everywhere. She didnt even made it sound like a joke, she was actually serious.
So that means my thoughts are true. I'm ugly as hell and all girls hate me. I'm glad I have an appointment with my psychologist on monday. I want to tell her what happen. She use to say it's only thoughts and not the truth. But I am not so sure about that. I hate the way I look and can't do anything about it. I clean everyday, I use skincare and do my best to stay clean and smell good. That's all I can do. I do exercise and I am not fat. But I have isues due to my skinproblems.
I was at the shopping mall, and met my aunt there. It was nice to see her again, because I have not seen here for a while and I think we have a pretty good relationship. She and her daughter has been on vacation in a Paris a few weeks ago. I made a joke that she could find a french girl to me and take home to Norway. That's how the girl talk started. So then she told me, right to me face that I am not attractive to girls at all. I got pretty shocked because I had never expect her to say something like that to me. And this was in the shopping mall with people around us everywhere. She didnt even made it sound like a joke, she was actually serious.
So that means my thoughts are true. I'm ugly as hell and all girls hate me. I'm glad I have an appointment with my psychologist on monday. I want to tell her what happen. She use to say it's only thoughts and not the truth. But I am not so sure about that. I hate the way I look and can't do anything about it. I clean everyday, I use skincare and do my best to stay clean and smell good. That's all I can do. I do exercise and I am not fat. But I have isues due to my skinproblems.