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Phoenixx

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I really want to go to Baltimore in 2 weeks. The bus trip is cheap for me... but everything else is so pricey. I'm debating on whether I want to go now or not. I really want to go, but I also want to save whatever little money I have left.

Blow my money and have a good trip with my cousin, even if it leaves me feeling poor, or not go and be happy that I saved money? I hate decisions...
 

this_portrait

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NEVER give your trust to anyone. Make 'em earn it.

On that note, don't harp on those who have done you wrong. Instead, be a better person than them. They'll get a taste of their own medicine eventually.
 
I really want to go to Baltimore in 2 weeks. The bus trip is cheap for me... but everything else is so pricey. I'm debating on whether I want to go now or not. I really want to go, but I also want to save whatever little money I have left.

Blow my money and have a good trip with my cousin, even if it leaves me feeling poor, or not go and be happy that I saved money? I hate decisions...

Flip a coin.
 

alwaysrunning

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People are getting my hopes up for my 21st birthday. Usually when i do things don't end well. Im thinking i should just expect that people will forget by the time it rolls around or maybe that at least more than one person actually does spend it with me. This is giving me anxiety. My friend told me to set up a group so that we could go out on friday. So many things could go wrong. What if i invite ppl and they don't want to go? What if only one person goes? What if my initial friend decides not to go? What if i make a fool of myself? What if they forget to pick me up? What if its a llllllllllllll a total flop? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
People are getting my hopes up for my 21st birthday. Usually when i do things don't end well. Im thinking i should just expect that people will forget by the time it rolls around or maybe that at least more than one person actually does spend it with me. This is giving me anxiety. My friend told me to set up a group so that we could go out on friday. So many things could go wrong. What if i invite ppl and they don't want to go? What if only one person goes? What if my initial friend decides not to go? What if i make a fool of myself? What if they forget to pick me up? What if its a llllllllllllll a total flop? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^Hmmm.. yeah I can relate but what if all of them come? What if you have a great time? What if something special happens? You never know ;) Oh and Happy Birthday!!
 

WeirdyMcGee

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I've never done anything special for a birthday.
I suppose if you're used to having friends and getting presents- you'd expect it; but I never had that, so I don't ever expect to do anything special for my birthday.

What did I do for my 16th birthday?
I worked until 3am the next day- came home, went to sleep.
My 18th?
Worked out on the island for the weekend, came home 2 days later with a massive sunburn - made my own cake; ate a piece, went to bed.
My 21st?
I had an audition--- failed horribly; babysat my drunk sister.
No cake. Went to bed after she threw up a few times and fell asleep on the bathroom floor.
Woo!!

Anyway... what I'm getting at, is that birthdays are just another day.
Getting upset over them seems kind of silly...
Instead of being nervous and worrying about that one day- how about you celebrate every day because you are alive?
Do nice things for yourself, treat people well - eat cake every once in awhile!

Same with any holiday... like Valentines day-- show your partner/friends that you care about them EVERY DAY, rather than picking one day of the year to give them a card. It doesn't take much effort to say nice things most days rather than one day out of the year.
Mother's/Father's day-- tell your parents every day that you appreciate them, even if they're being jerks.
One day everyone you love will die--- or you might die; and then you won't be able to tell the people you care for that you love them anymore.

Anyway... it's still nice to say it at the very least, but there's no reason to get upset and worked up for one day, right?
Happy birthday!
You will be a year older and a little wiser - enjoy little things every day and be of good health! That is my birthday wish to you, alwaysrunning.
 

Blabla..

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People are getting my hopes up for my 21st birthday. Usually when i do things don't end well. Im thinking i should just expect that people will forget by the time it rolls around or maybe that at least more than one person actually does spend it with me. This is giving me anxiety. My friend told me to set up a group so that we could go out on friday. So many things could go wrong. What if i invite ppl and they don't want to go? What if only one person goes? What if my initial friend decides not to go? What if i make a fool of myself? What if they forget to pick me up? What if its a llllllllllllll a total flop? !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


happy birthday !
 
Has anybody on this site not made a dirty joke or flirted with one of the beautiful ladies;) on this site::p:? I'm curious.

Guilty!

i've never done either one

Also guilty! You have an awful poker face, coyote.

What is love?

What is Love? - YouTube

I <3 that song.

I prefer Carry on Wayward Son. I don't know why, but I do.

Kansas Carry on my Wayward son - YouTube
 

MikeyC

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What did I do for my 16th birthday?
I worked until 3am the next day- came home, went to sleep.
My 18th?
Worked out on the island for the weekend, came home 2 days later with a massive sunburn - made my own cake; ate a piece, went to bed.
My 21st?
I had an audition--- failed horribly; babysat my drunk sister.
No cake. Went to bed after she threw up a few times and fell asleep on the bathroom floor.
Woo!!
Well, you've had very bad milestone birthdays! Have you had any good birthdays?

I guess mine is the same:

16th: Can't even remember. I don't think I did anything.
18th: Nothing. I didn't want to host a party so I didn't. I didn't really start drinking until I was 19, anyway.
21st: Had a dinner with about 15 people, where most were family and neighbours. Didn't go out afterwards. That's it.

Hooray to boring birthdays! :D
 

MikeyC

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I want to thank everyone on this forum. All of you've been so nice to me than anyone else. Thanks guys ^_^ Hope you always be happy!
I've been here for under a month and I've already found this to be a great forum. I've even made a few friends already! So I agree with you here. :)

I hope you continue to be happy, too, FriendlessGirl. And friendless, my ass! You're my friend already so it should be AtLeastOneFriendGirl from now on! ::p:
 
I've been here for under a month and I've already found this to be a great forum. I've even made a few friends already! So I agree with you here. :)

I hope you continue to be happy, too, FriendlessGirl. And friendless, my ass! You're my friend already so it should be AtLeastOneFriendGirl from now on! ::p:

^Awww thanks a million! You're really nice Mikey :) Your posts always cheer me up and I'm sure it helps everyone in here.
 

MrJones

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MrJones

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The site went down again o.0


Anyway, I always thought that the "duck face" some girls (and some guys too) like to make in pics were just... well, just for pics. But in the train I saw a girl that was doing it all the time, and not because she had a problem in her mouth or something (I remember she went to my same school and was "normal" lol), and she also was all the time looking at her reflection in the window, like practicing XD


And talking about people with whom I went to class before, even if I look and try to salute them it seems like everyone forgets me as soon as they can (not that I blame them, though haha).
 

Agent_Violet

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This is a question I have asked of myself on many an occasion. But the fear of the unknown and of not being has been the one major thing that has stopped me finding relief.

what if all those near death experience people are right? have you ever read about some of their experiences? it's really interesting.

i dunno...not trying to be depressing or morbid...just wondering what is out there.
 
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