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WeirdyMcGee

WeirdyMcGee

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RandyMarsh said:
Me too, I love my wee cousins wo are all under between 1 and 6 (they are like my only friends how sad is that), but do you think you would want your own? I don't think I could put up with a child 24/7!
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I always wanted to be a mom, but I probably won't get the opportunity unless I adopt in the future - which is fine. I do worry that I might not be able to love my child as much as I should as a mother, though- since I'm asexual. I'm not really sure if that would make a difference... hopefully I can still feel unconditional love towards my child even if I feel nothing for anyone else.

I do know that I enjoy being around children and I helped raise my baby brother, so I'm used to being around little boys 24/7.

I was at the doctor's office last week and there was a 1 month old girl there for a weight checkup since she was so underweight and not a preemy.
Little Payton. So cute~ such a good girl.
I can only hope to have one like her someday...
 
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Agent_Violet

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getting depressed reading about borderline personality.

obviously borderlines are not fit to be in relationships according to all that i've read and what the doc says. it's a wonder hubby hasn't left yet. he must be a glutton for punishment.
 
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Agent_Violet

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The Lone Gunman said:
or he really loves you :)
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or he's too afraid of not finding someone better and spending the rest of his life alone...

or he doesn't want to take the chance of finding someone new and having that person use him for his money. he is safe with me bc he knows that's not what i'm about.

or he thinks he can fix me...
 
Pyrophosphate

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She's... talking to me again... I'm confused, nervous, shaking, confused, MORE confused.... afraid... I don't fully know what's going on right now.
 
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Vampayah88

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Agent_Violet said:
or he's too afraid of not finding someone better and spending the rest of his life alone...

or he doesn't want to take the chance of finding someone new and having that person use him for his money. he is safe with me bc he knows that's not what i'm about.

or he thinks he can fix me...
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Or you make him really happy (you said yourself he said that) and he loves you. Oh, and you're hot.:D
 
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Agent_Violet

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Vamp said:
Or you make him really happy (you said yourself he said that) and he loves you. Oh, and you're hot.:D
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::eek:: thank you:)

I guess i just got really depressed and down on myself reading about borderlines and the literature just makes borderlines sound like horrifying people who aren't fit to be amongst normal functioning people.

needless to say, i stopped reading. 10% of borderlines commit suicide...75% attempt it. if they were reading all the mean things about borderlines that I was reading...i can totally understand why the 10% went through with it.
 
MrJones

MrJones

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I don't understand people.... but sometimes I think I'm okay with it, I don't want to understand some things -.-
 
vexatiousmind

vexatiousmind

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I want to move in with my dad, I am tired of my grandparetns smothering me.

I am scared to tell them, My grandma is crazy, and thinks my dad is gonna kill me or some ****. I know she is gonna flip her lid when I tell her.

EDIT:^ that is the type of thing that bothers me, she worries excessively about everything, it causes me so much anxiety.

EDIT2: Also I am scared that my dad will get tired of me being there all the time. He actually has a life, and will pressure me to go out and do things. Maybe that will be a good thing...
but if he doesn't want me there, idk if my grandparents will take me back.

ugghhh idk what to do.
 
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BiWinning

BiWinning

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I love public restrooms, a particular stall in the girls bathroom states "Voldemort is back"
and near the handle it said "Flush Twice for the Ministry of Magic" :D
 
Phoenixx

Phoenixx

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BiWinning said:
I love public restrooms, a particular stall in the girls bathroom states "Voldemort is back"
and near the handle it said "Flush Twice for the Ministry of Magic" :D
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^ Ha! I usually hate public restrooms with a passion, but that is full of win. :D


*is tempted to go write in bathroom stall*
 
twiggle

twiggle

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I tried to tell my sister today that I think I have a problem with overthinking/worrying and she just said its natural and everyones like that and I'm just being silly. Perhaps its the kind of thing I need to hear, who knows, maybe it IS true, but it doesn't really help that much. To know I'm not alone is comforting only to a certain, restricted degree. I need to know what to do about it.
*keeps looking*
 
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