Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

Just feel like waving to everyone...

*Waves* 😀

*waves back* Hi, BlueDays. 🙂

MikeyC said: ↑

Trust me, it's cold and dead. My internal sadness has killed it.

It's not what I see in here. Maybe you don't have much hope right now, but I think that even with your depression you are a great guy, warm, caring and friendly and that there is nothing cold and dead in you. Don't be too harsh with yourself.

The Lost said: ↑

1.5 years here, and I'm still too anxious to post anything of any real significance or help.

You shouldn't be nervous to post things on here, okay? No one is going to judge you or make fun of you for posting something. Your thoughts are more important than you think and I'm sure a lot of people on here would be happy to have a conversation with you. I'd like to hear what you have to say and what you feel about things.

MrJones said: ↑

It's not what I see in here. Maybe you don't have much hope right now, but I think that even with your depression you are a great guy, warm, caring and friendly and that there is nothing cold and dead in you. Don't be too harsh with yourself.

Thanks. :😮: I am my own harshest critic.

MikeyC said: ↑

Thanks. :😮: I am my own harshest critic.

Don't worry, I do the same all the time. Nobody hates me as much as myself.


On a happier note, I found this:
NYAN NYAN NYAN NYAN


Which allows us to do this:
NYAN NYAN NYAN NYAN

You're welcome/I'm sorry
(we all have that love/hate relationship with nyan cat)

Don't you just love unannounced visitors? :🙁:

Rembrandt Broam said: ↑

Don't you just love unannounced visitors? :🙁:

Not really.

MrJones said: ↑

On a happier note, I found this:
NYAN NYAN NYAN NYAN


Which allows us to do this:
NYAN NYAN NYAN NYAN

You're welcome/I'm sorry
(we all have that love/hate relationship with nyan cat)

lol. Is that cat a strawberry poptart??

Absolutely_Sweet_Marie said: ↑

lol. Is that cat a strawberry poptart??

You've never seen nyan cat before? 😮😮😮😮


you lucky XD

MrJones said: ↑

Don't worry, I do the same all the time. Nobody hates me as much as myself.


On a happier note, I found this:
NYAN NYAN NYAN NYAN


Which allows us to do this:
NYAN NYAN NYAN NYAN

You're welcome/I'm sorry
(we all have that love/hate relationship with nyan cat)

Okay, now I just love you so much. <3

MrJones said: ↑

Spain is fine (somewhat) but I want to start a new life, leave everything behind and see if I can live a life alone (with the hope of not being alone for long 😛). I'd like to go to the USA or Canada (the second one winning points every year) and see if I can do it.

Anyway I don't want to create new person of myself. This is me and I can't change my whole person, but I can improve. I'll try to make things better while remaining the same old me (for good or bad lol).

Oh, I understand 🙂 I am hoping to completely start with a new me. But I'm too scared of hoping because I might turn out to be disappointed.

Anyway, USA or Canada sounds like a plan 🙂 You can do it for sure! It causes a lot of anxiety and fear but if you never try, you never know, right? Where do you live in Spain though?

MikeyC said: ↑

Wow, that is a long and somewhat risky move, but I hope you relish it. Florida has a definite warmer climate than Poland does, so get used to that! 😉 I don't blame you for thinking it's all happening too fast, but I cross my fingers that you can get accustomed to life in Florida quickly and effortlessly.

Don't be sorry, that's not childish at all. You love your mother and that's wonderful.

MrJones said: ↑

Florida sounds really cool, hope things go well for you and your family in there

Thank you guys for the support 🙂 And yes, it is much warmer! That cheers me up a little bit, people in hotter places seem to be happier, more lively.

Hmm... So many thoughts lol... I am thinking about tomorrow that perhaps my mentrix will not be there, because there will be another teacher.. the Schedule is kinda odd now.. But it's okay.. I can work out my stuff even better so can extend it even way more.. lol i'm crazy

Or I will practice calculating.... and syllogisms...

Hmm yeah.. I have to relax now.. no studying from 9:30 ... i promised myself... to lay down and just breathe.....

and not think about the world around what keeps me worrying... there is no way of worrying... since it's all about trust in yourself and others.. and i feel that enough to tell myself it's okay... yes, finally.. i can let it be<3

Steam is SUCH a pain in the butt sometimes. Just take me to that darn PayPal page already! :V

blackpuma said: ↑

Steam is SUCH a pain in the butt sometimes. Just take me to that darn PayPal page already! :V

Yeah Paypal can be rude! Tried to download an App on iphone and costed me double money.. without no result of a working app...

I will call Apple tomorrow about it if they can fix it

And Steam, yeah.. I've heard about it... Would you recommend it? I guess it's a game platform? I would really like to try out some games nowadays (just to keep my mind busy in a cool game:rolleyes:)

Saskia said: ↑

Yeah Paypal can be rude! Tried to download an App on iphone and costed me double money.. without no result of a working app...

I will call Apple tomorrow about it if they can fix it

And Steam, yeah.. I've heard about it... Would you recommend it? I guess it's a game platform? I would really like to try out some games nowadays (just to keep my mind busy in a cool game:rolleyes:)

Steam itself is quite a handy tool for to obtain and manage games (all digitally). It also allow you to compare your progress/achievements with friends you've added. Kinda nice sometimes. :3

I use it mainly because I don't like to go to the game shops. When I do, I always feel too pressured. So Steam allows me to get them legally, and for a fair price most of the time.

Only the PayPal thing is annoying. Sometimes it simply REFUSES to open it. But I've never paid more then I had too, it keeps quite good track of such things in my experience. :3


EDIT: Forgot to mention; Steam is a program for the computer. It's mainly an online PC game shop. :3

polishgirl said: ↑

Oh, I understand 🙂 I am hoping to completely start with a new me. But I'm too scared of hoping because I might turn out to be disappointed.

If you try your best you don't have to be disappointed 🙂

polishgirl said: ↑

Anyway, USA or Canada sounds like a plan 🙂 You can do it for sure! It causes a lot of anxiety and fear but if you never try, you never know, right? Where do you live in Spain though?

Thanks! I hope you're right 😛
I live near Barcelona and I think it's a nice place, but I want a change in my life.

polishgirl said: ↑

Thank you guys for the support 🙂 And yes, it is much warmer! That cheers me up a little bit, people in hotter places seem to be happier, more lively.

Try to go to Brazil during Carnavals. I never went there but it seems like the happiest place on Earth lol

polishgirl said: ↑

Thank you guys for the support 🙂 And yes, it is much warmer! That cheers me up a little bit, people in hotter places seem to be happier, more lively.

When the sun is out and shining, people do tend to be happier. Maybe you'll find that out in Florida. 🙂

I just realized my best friend's brother is turning 17 tomorrow (There are a lot of December birthdays in my family and with my friends for some reason). Seems like it was yesterday when I met him and he was only a 5 year old little boy. For the two years we all hung out, I was the tallest in our trio, him being the shortest. Last summer when I saw him, he towered over me. And now I'm the shortest. Incredible.

Now I feel old. 😛

Meh. I have a song by Adele stuck in my head. I'm not a fan of really any popular music, but at first I could tolerate her music. Plus, I'll give her credit for having a decent voice and talent (unlike many other popular "artists"). However, lately I just can't stand to hear any songs by her. They make me feel kinda down.