It's not what I see in here. Maybe you don't have much hope right now, but I think that even with your depression you are a great guy, warm, caring and friendly and that there is nothing cold and dead in you. Don't be too harsh with yourself.Trust me, it's cold and dead. My internal sadness has killed it.
1.5 years here, and I'm still too anxious to post anything of any real significance or help.
Thanks. :: I am my own harshest critic.It's not what I see in here. Maybe you don't have much hope right now, but I think that even with your depression you are a great guy, warm, caring and friendly and that there is nothing cold and dead in you. Don't be too harsh with yourself.
Don't worry, I do the same all the time. Nobody hates me as much as myself.Thanks. :: I am my own harshest critic.
Don't you just love unannounced visitors? ::
On a happier note, I found this:
NYAN NYAN NYAN NYAN
Which allows us to do this:
NYAN NYAN NYAN NYAN
You're welcome/I'm sorry
(we all have that love/hate relationship with nyan cat)
You've never seen nyan cat before?lol. Is that cat a strawberry poptart??
Don't worry, I do the same all the time. Nobody hates me as much as myself.
On a happier note, I found this:
NYAN NYAN NYAN NYAN
Which allows us to do this:
NYAN NYAN NYAN NYAN
You're welcome/I'm sorry
(we all have that love/hate relationship with nyan cat)
Spain is fine (somewhat) but I want to start a new life, leave everything behind and see if I can live a life alone (with the hope of not being alone for long ). I'd like to go to the USA or Canada (the second one winning points every year) and see if I can do it.
Anyway I don't want to create new person of myself. This is me and I can't change my whole person, but I can improve. I'll try to make things better while remaining the same old me (for good or bad lol).
Wow, that is a long and somewhat risky move, but I hope you relish it. Florida has a definite warmer climate than Poland does, so get used to that! I don't blame you for thinking it's all happening too fast, but I cross my fingers that you can get accustomed to life in Florida quickly and effortlessly.
Don't be sorry, that's not childish at all. You love your mother and that's wonderful.
Thank you guys for the support And yes, it is much warmer! That cheers me up a little bit, people in hotter places seem to be happier, more lively.Florida sounds really cool, hope things go well for you and your family in there
Steam is SUCH a pain in the butt sometimes. Just take me to that darn PayPal page already! :V
Yeah Paypal can be rude! Tried to download an App on iphone and costed me double money.. without no result of a working app...
I will call Apple tomorrow about it if they can fix it
And Steam, yeah.. I've heard about it... Would you recommend it? I guess it's a game platform? I would really like to try out some games nowadays (just to keep my mind busy in a cool game)
If you try your best you don't have to be disappointedOh, I understand I am hoping to completely start with a new me. But I'm too scared of hoping because I might turn out to be disappointed.
Thanks! I hope you're rightAnyway, USA or Canada sounds like a plan You can do it for sure! It causes a lot of anxiety and fear but if you never try, you never know, right? Where do you live in Spain though?
Try to go to Brazil during Carnavals. I never went there but it seems like the happiest place on Earth lolThank you guys for the support And yes, it is much warmer! That cheers me up a little bit, people in hotter places seem to be happier, more lively.
When the sun is out and shining, people do tend to be happier. Maybe you'll find that out in Florida.Thank you guys for the support And yes, it is much warmer! That cheers me up a little bit, people in hotter places seem to be happier, more lively.