Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

[DeadmanWalking]

So, I just woke up from a nap... and I dreamed about a perfect honeymoon I'll never have -__-

I never remember my dreams, why do I have to do it now?!

And then I turned the computer on, opened iTunes on shuffle.... "All you need is love"... yeah, thank you Lennon, it was exactly what I needed T_T

You won't if you believe you won't. Fight to make that dream become a reality; you've got the power, all you need is the drive. Although, I can sorta relate to the whole "wrong song, wrong moment" thing, I guess one could use that song to persuade oneself to go further. The meaning of things changes depending on how you wish to view them; for example, a boxer can see a loss as a reason to quit permanently or as a reason to get stronger and challenge that person to a rematch. Now, how will you interpret that song? You're a cool guy; I think any girl would be lucky to have you.

 

[Silatuyok]

ME: I have to go, I have a writers' workshop at 1.
DAD: A what workshop??
ME: Writers'. I'm going to be a writer, hehe.
DAD: You already are.
ME: *awwww*

...my dad has a very indirect way of giving compliments.

 

[MikeyC]

Friday night. i hear all the people having a good time and gettin drunk with there friends. and im all alone in my room feelingvdepressed

Sorry to hear that, mate. I hope you ended up having a good night still.

Life either mildly sucks, sucks quite a lot, or extremely sucks.
It never doesn't suck.
Is that normal?
Are there any people in the world who genuinely have days in their life when they can truly say that life does not suck?

You're right, at least for me. There are moments in my life that are good but never devoid of "suck."

My friend loves his life. He's never upset, at any point, and genuinely enjoys everything. I wish I had his kind of mentality.

I'm moving to the other side of the World in a month. And trust me, I'd give anything for staying here. I used to think changing my surroundings would help me. But people everywhere are the same, it's ME who ahs to change and that has nothing to do where I live.

That is a massive move! Actually you could say that's the biggest move imaginable! Where are you going?

ME: I have to go, I have a writers' workshop at 1.
DAD: A what workshop??
ME: Writers'. I'm going to be a writer, hehe.
DAD: You already are.
ME: *awwww*

...my dad has a very indirect way of giving compliments.

That's very awesome of your dad, and I'm sure he's telling the truth.

 

[MrJones]

You won't if you believe you won't. Fight to make that dream become a reality; you've got the power, all you need is the drive. Although, I can sorta relate to the whole "wrong song, wrong moment" thing, I guess one could use that song to persuade oneself to go further. The meaning of things changes depending on how you wish to view them; for example, a boxer can see a loss as a reason to quit permanently or as a reason to get stronger and challenge that person to a rematch. Now, how will you interpret that song? You're a cool guy; I think any girl would be lucky to have you.

Thanks, you're very optimistic... you wouldn't be so much if you were me, though :/

Even if any girl would feel lucky to have me (which is not true, btw XD), I don't want "any" girl. I can't decide my feelings and they have decided already for something impossible.

Dreaming is nice, though. I am happy there... and she is happy too (which, to be honest, is more important to me than my own happiness, believe it or not).

 

[DeadmanWalking]

Thanks, you're very optimistic... you wouldn't be so much if you were me, though :/

Even if any girl would feel lucky to have me (which is not true, btw XD), I don't want "any" girl. I can't decide my feelings and they have decided already for something impossible.

Dreaming is nice, though. I am happy there... and she is happy too (which, to be honest, is more important to me than my own happiness, believe it or not).

Optimist? Well, let's just say that I'm an optimist for everyone except for myself.

Well, while a woman's happiness is important, you've also got to be happy too; it goes both ways. You speak as if this girl that you have feelings for is an impossible dream for you. I (and you should too) refuse to believe that it is impossible; you may not be able to do it right now, but spend some time right now to plan on how you're going to meet her. You've got the time, so spend it planning, break down any opposition that stands in your way.

 

[Phoenixx]

Magic moment for the day:
I was getting stuff around to do laundry, was about to head out the door only to look down and couldn't find my laundry detergent. I spent two minutes looking for it until I realized it was in my arm the whole time. *facepalm*

 

[this_portrait]

As I was walking back from a photo shoot, I passed by a guy who looked a bit like Slash (hair wasn't as long, though), and the smell of Givenchy cologne seemed to emanate from him. I haven't smelled that stuff in a while. Whoever my next boyfriend is, I'm tempted to just splurge $68 on a bottle of the stuff for him just simply so I can smell it more often. It won't even be a gift for a special occasion, either, haha.

 

[superfluouslyme]

But what if this happens?

Our fridge and freezer stopped working. That's twice this year.

 

[MrJones]

^Good one, that made me laugh XD

 

[superfluouslyme]

Hardy har har. Have a good laugh at my expense.

 

[MikeyC]

Well, while a woman's happiness is important, you've also got to be happy too; it goes both ways.

For sure. If not, the relationship is doomed for failure.

 

[MikeyC]

That's not a relationship, it's a relationsh*t...

As long as there is give and take, and both parties can be happy, then that's part of the building blocks for a successful relationship. But you're essentially right, haha.

 

[MrJones]

For sure. If not, the relationship is doomed for failure.

Oh no, I didn't mean I don't care about my own happiness, I do care. My goal in life now is to be happy ::
The thing is that nowadays it's hard for me to find something that makes me happy, but on the rare occasions when I make people happy, it makes me happy too, especially when I see I make the ones that are important to me happy. I like to care about my loved ones.


On another note.... R. Madrid 1-3 FC Barcelona

 

[MikeyC]

My goal in life now is to be happy ::

Very good! That's going to do you wonders, I promise.

I like to care about my loved ones.

This is also very good. It shows you have a warm heart.

 

[LifeInternal88]

Confession: I sometimes hold a grudge against people who ask me why I'm so quiet/shy, even if they mean well by it. I just can't forget lol Everytime I see them, I remember that day when they asked that dreaded question

 

[MrJones]

Very good! That's going to do you wonders, I promise.

Cheers mate, hope you're right

This is also very good. It shows you have a warm heart.

Thanks a lot Mikey, it means even more when it comes from someone who has a warm heart himself.

 

[MikeyC]

Confession: I sometimes hold a grudge against people who ask me why I'm so quiet/shy, even if they mean well by it. I just can't forget lol Everytime I see them, I remember that day when they asked that dreaded question

Remind me never to ask! ::

Thanks a lot Mikey, it means even more when it comes from someone who has a warm heart himself.

Aw, I don't have a warm heart, haha. It's cold and dead.

 

[polishgirl]

where you movin to?

That is a massive move! Actually you could say that's the biggest move imaginable! Where are you going?

I'm moving from Poland to the US, to Florida. My mom has a new partner, I'm moving in with him and his son even though I have seen them twice in my life so far. It's all happening so fast, I feel like a little too fast. I'm scared but at the same, excited. I hope it will be okay though and it won't deepen my social phobia even more. That's my biggest fear, I guess. And losing my mother, I guess. That seems childish though, I'm sorry.

I'd love to start a new life somewhere else, but I'm still not sure where :/

I know it won't solve everything instantly, of course, but I think it would be a great experience, even if I fail.

I think Spain is a rather nice place to live of course it all depends on the surroundings but generally it's a cheerful place, isn't it? Would you like to move out of the country though?

Don't get me wrong, I'm actually pretty excited to move. But then again, VERY scared. I just don't know what to expect, so many changes. But I do think that a fresh start does help, it's just that in so many situations I had the opportunity to create another person of myself in a society and always ended up being the same old me, unfortunately.
But it is a big step, especially because the Polish are so different than the people in the US.The whole mentality is different, teenagers do different things here than there, I guess. I'm just scared I won't adjust well.

 

[MrJones]

Aw, I don't have a warm heart, haha. It's cold and dead.

BS, you just say it because you're in a metal band, but I know it's not cold and dead =D

I'm moving from Poland to the US, to Florida. My mom has a new partner, I'm moving in with him and his son even though I have seen them twice in my life so far. It's all happening so fast, I feel like a little too fast. I'm scared but at the same, excited. I hope it will be okay though and it won't deepen my social phobia even more. That's my biggest fear, I guess. And losing my mother, I guess. That seems childish though, I'm sorry.


I think Spain is a rather nice place to live of course it all depends on the surroundings but generally it's a cheerful place, isn't it? Would you like to move out of the country though?

Don't get me wrong, I'm actually pretty excited to move. But then again, VERY scared. I just don't know what to expect, so many changes. But I do think that a fresh start does help, it's just that in so many situations I had the opportunity to create another person of myself in a society and always ended up being the same old me, unfortunately.
But it is a big step, especially because the Polish are so different than the people in the US.The whole mentality is different, teenagers do different things here than there, I guess. I'm just scared I won't adjust well.

Spain is fine (somewhat : but I want to start a new life, leave everything behind and see if I can live a life alone (with the hope of not being alone for long ). I'd like to go to the USA or Canada (the second one winning points every year) and see if I can do it.


Florida sounds really cool, hope things go well for you and your family in there


Anyway I don't want to create new person of myself. This is me and I can't change my whole person, but I can improve. I'll try to make things better while remaining the same old me (for good or bad lol).

 

[MikeyC]

I'm moving from Poland to the US, to Florida. My mom has a new partner, I'm moving in with him and his son even though I have seen them twice in my life so far. It's all happening so fast, I feel like a little too fast. I'm scared but at the same, excited. I hope it will be okay though and it won't deepen my social phobia even more. That's my biggest fear, I guess. And losing my mother, I guess. That seems childish though, I'm sorry.

Wow, that is a long and somewhat risky move, but I hope you relish it. Florida has a definite warmer climate than Poland does, so get used to that! I don't blame you for thinking it's all happening too fast, but I cross my fingers that you can get accustomed to life in Florida quickly and effortlessly.

Don't be sorry, that's not childish at all. You love your mother and that's wonderful.

BS, you just say it because you're in a metal band, but I know it's not cold and dead =D

Trust me, it's cold and dead. My internal sadness has killed it.