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Beatrice

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^ I will be happy to go with you. :D

As long as you pay, of course.

Well, it's a trip hosted by my university, and it costs $15 to go. We take a bus from here right to New York. I don't know how we'd work that out, unless you would want me to wire you money to take the bus to NYC and meet me somewhere (I know, probably not the best idea, BUT bus tickets to NYC from PA are pretty cheap, especially if you live in Eastern PA, as I'm sure you know ::p: )

So, if you're serious, I am too, and I'd be happy to do that! :D PM me if you want :)

Edit: Wait I just realized...... Why can't you pay? Lol just PM I guess....
 
I just randomly remembered that in 10th grade, I had an English teacher who gave me half credit on an assignment because she disagreed with what I wrote. Back then I was at the peak of my SA, so I didn't say anything, but if someone did that to me now, there would probably be a fight (metaphorically).
 

Phoenixx

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Well, it's a trip hosted by my university, and it costs $15 to go. We take a bus from here right to New York. I don't know how we'd work that out, unless you would want me to wire you money to take the bus to NYC and meet me somewhere (I know, probably not the best idea, BUT bus tickets to NYC from PA are pretty cheap, especially if you live in Eastern PA, as I'm sure you know ::p: )

So, if you're serious, I am too, and I'd be happy to do that! :D PM me if you want :)

Edit: Wait I just realized...... Why can't you pay? Lol just PM I guess....
^ Woah, seriously? I was kind of kidding, but I'd love to go none the less. I really have no idea how I'd get to NYC though. I don't know if there is a bus nearby that would take me to NYC directly. My college just recently did a NYC trip two weeks ago. It was $10, and during a busy weekend for me, so I didn't go.

I am going to Baltimore next Saturday though! I'm excited! :D
 
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Beatrice

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^ Woah, seriously? I was kind of kidding, but I'd love to go none the less. I really have no idea how I'd get to NYC though. I don't know if there is a bus nearby that would take me to NYC directly. My college just recently did a NYC trip two weeks ago. It was $10, and during a busy weekend for me, so I didn't go.

I am going to Baltimore next Saturday though! I'm excited! :D

Ohhh, haha. Well, if you could I'd be happy to meet you but if not I completely understand :) And have fun in Baltimore! I'm jealous, I love the Baltimore/DC area.
 

Phoenixx

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I've been on here long enough. I'm forcing myself to bed, especially since I have to get up early tomorrow. -.-

Good night to all you lovely people. :)
 

Vampayah88

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I feel sick, like I want to throw up, angry and so goddamn tired. My mom had another fight with dad through the phone and now she's very depressed again and all she does all day is talk about how she's the victim and everyone else (me, my brother and dad) took advantage of her, that noone cares about her, it's all our fault, that she couldnt have a career and divorce dad because she stayed home with us, that nobody believes her she's sick(even tho she seems to be pretty ok when she has money to spend).

She claims I don't listen to her,what she doesnt understand is that im TIRED of listening to her because she spews the same bull**** every day on and on and on like a robot blaming me and everyone and when i try to give her any advice she'll just tell me she can't do anything because she's sick. She has no will to do anything.
My ******* of a father told her once again he's tired of everyone relying on him and he won't send me and mom money anymore, he said this so many times, always making mom feel like ****.
Now mom is threathening with suicide and cursing me, she said she hopes i'll have a life just as "good" as hers, with a husband just as awful and kids as well.
I dread coming home from school every day. Its just us home everyday and i feel like shes sucking whats left of my energy, as if im not enough miserable already.. But at the same time im scared she might do smth stupid and i wont be able to live with myself if she does.
I don't ****ing know what to do. I just want to fvcking sleep all day long an forget about everything.
 

WeirdyMcGee

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Sorry you're having a rough time, Vamp- that's terrible.
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I hope you can take some time to yourself and calm down~ since that's all you can really do sometimes... if you can get away, I suggest you do.
If you really worry about your mom's threat- perhaps it would be good to call another family member or one of her friends to sit with her?
I'm not so sure what else to tell ya.
 

Tiercel

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I need to make that mushroom soup again sometime soon.

Though that doesn't satiate the craving i have for it right now.....

:rolleyes:
 
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