LifeInternal88
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One of these nights, I'm gonna get more than five hours of sleep. some day
I need at least 7 and a half to wake up feeling refreshed!
If I get too few (like 2 or 3), I wake up feeling like somebody else.
One of these nights, I'm gonna get more than five hours of sleep. some day
In her mind she's going to Narnia, in reality she's going poopsy
I have been terribly wronged for years. I want to hurt those who once deliberately put me down to contribute to their own self worth.
Obviously those bigger than skinny are ridiculed and mocked, it's gone on for decades since the 1960s or 70s, but I hate that it's undervalued as a serious issue. It *could* potentially become a very serious issue.In my opinion, it already is. Nobody seems to agree though. Perhaps because they can't fully empathise.
I know most won't agree anyway, but have you ever been insulted because of your body shape or size? I have. Since I was nine of ten. It's not reach a boiling point of oppression that sexism or racism has, I recognise it takes time too. As does a revolution, but I ****ing hate that it's not valued as much as other 'isms' are. Does it take another holocaust for people to get the message?
I've suffered for years. My grandmother, who frequently tells me I used to be a fat child. My mother, who stares at me when I go out in a skirt or (I think it's more the protective side though, she thinks I'm a whore.) Kids on the street when I'm trying to peacefully walk to and from school, kids at school (like yesterday) girls in my class whose intention was benevolent. Girls in my year or class whose intention was malevolent. Being told I have a beautiful face constantly, my body being purposefully ignored. 'Shame about the body' I guess they're thinking. People who stare at me when I'm walking down the street (like my legs, my arms, my hips, etc. (although I recognise this is a form of paranoia evolved from my constant self consciousness and fear. Human beings are always going to look.)
Ugh..... Nobody really knows what is healthy to eat and what isn't. Some people say "Eat whole grains!" Others say "Avoid grains completely!" Some say, "Eat low-fat dairy!" Others say "Low-fat dairy is more processed, eat full-fat dairy!"
How the @#$% is one supposed to know what to put in his or her body?
Screw it. Eat some fruits, eat some vegetables, eat a slice of wheat bread, eat a fish filet. And stop worrying about how it was made. That's the only answer I see right now.
^ I just say go organic with most of what you eat. Avoid as many preservatives you can, avoid corn syrup (it's the devil!), avoid your hydrogenated oils, and watch your added sugars.Ugh..... Nobody really knows what is healthy to eat and what isn't. Some people say "Eat whole grains!" Others say "Avoid grains completely!" Some say, "Eat low-fat dairy!" Others say "Low-fat dairy is more processed, eat full-fat dairy!"
How the @#$% is one supposed to know what to put in his or her body?
Screw it. Eat some fruits, eat some vegetables, eat a slice of wheat bread, eat a fish filet. And stop worrying about how it was made. That's the only answer I see right now.
One of these nights, I'm gonna get more than five hours of sleep. some day
Why do I develop emotional attachments to people to easy.
Then I get paranoid and think they aren't talking to me.
Then I get more paranoid thinking I did something wrong.
Then I feel like a complete fool for thinking anything could happen.
Then I remember I'm married and I feel like a total sh*t.
Im pretty sure Im going to get burned for saying this, but I gotta get something off my chest. Ladies, y'all are way too picky when it comes to choosing a lover. Im not talking about anyone here, or calling a person out. Im talking about the whole gender. That is all
In what way are they too picky? I'm not having a go at you, but I'm genuinely interested in why you think that. Personally I don't think girls are any pickier than guys.
Its cool. Im glad that we can talk peacefully about this. When a guy can have a whole lot to offer and the girl doesnt have a damn thing good going for her yet she turns you down because of one little part of your personality that doesn't fit the image of what her perfect guy should be. I say beggars cant be choosers but thats me.
I tried once and I failed hahahVideo chat is weird. I'm not sure what to think about it.
I guess I kinda enjoy it??? It's still hard as hell to do though.
I have the opposite view pips, many women aren't picky enough. I often wonder what they see in their ape boyfriends or husbands.
i'm wondering if this is because many of us were taught such high standards as young girls...we had to listen to stories of fairy princesses and prince charmings for most of our impressionable years thus making us seek out that perfect lover,perfect partner.
even if you're the most realistic female on the planet, you probably still have that teeny part in the back of your mind that makes you feel like there is a prince charming out there for you and it tells you not to accept anything less than idealic and fairytale like...
this is of course just my opinion as a female and obviously doesn't apply to all females.