haah- wow.
I only run when everyone is sleeping... if anything though, the a**holes on scooters should probably be the ones getting the exercise.
Keep it up Kiwong! You're awesome!
Cheers WeirdyMcGEE. It makes me laugh everytime someone says "Run, forest, run." to me.
Good on you for getting out and running too. It must be peaceful to run when everyone is asleep. My favourite time to run is right after dawn, the light is magic.
is that totally lame?
probably. oh well~ I'm not trying to impress anyone.
XD haha
Not at all. One of the coolest places I have ever been is the museum at the Art Institute of Chicago. It's awesome! And then there is the St. Louis city museum, which is just...completely, insanely cool. It isn't really a museum at all. It's an old warehouse that someone bought and turned into a cool indoor playground type of thing. All the materials used inside and out are recycled. There are glass mosaics everywhere, from the floor to the roof. There seems to be a nautical theme going on in there, so you'll be walking along and there is a stone seal sitting on the ground, or a giant fin coming out of the ground. There is a concrete cavern that is several stories high and has so many little nooks and rooms and even slides. It truly is one of the most amazing places I have ever had the pleasure of encountering.
That wire coil going around the giant pole is actually a ladder going up into the concrete caverns.
If you go up to the second floor, they have a giant wooden hamster wheel and a hall of mirrors right behind it.
And then there is the outside. There are no words to describe it. They have an old airplane up on some poles and teetering on the top of the roof is an old school bus. Suffice it to say, when you drive past it for the first time, it's jaw dropping.
The Cubs have won 6 in a row! Somebody break them up!
haha
well, I *did* mean art museums...
It's the anniversary of my uncle's death and there is an exhibit of his paintings, sculptures and totem poles at one of the museums back home.
I guess technically, I've seen all of it a million times before but I'm kind of sad that I won't be able to go see it all set up with pretty lighting in a museum.
I've heard of the city museum from a friend in Illinois-- I'm pretty sure we had something like it in Canada but it closed down because someone broke a leg being a moron on one of the slides...
haha I can't really recall... anyway- it *sounds* very cool.
I doubt I'll ever see it with my own eyes though.
I don't usually like to post depressing things on here, but I feel like ****. I know with time I will feel better....but at this moment I would like to die.
I just sat and watched my cat and puppy play peek a boo with each other for ten minutes 😀 Well I think Amir is playing peek a boo, I think my cats being it's normal psychotic self and just stalking the pup. But I couldn't of asked for it to of gone as well as this, this quickly.. if Jinx my cat hisses or growls, Amir (the puppy) will sit down or back up and give her space.
Looking at facebook makes me so sad.
Everyone is living life, accomplishing things and im just sitting here.
That's why I don't go on 😀 But - truthfully it's sad but there's stuff you can do about it. I am not doing it atm tho so not one to talk right now, it definitely doesn't help seeing them but can help motivate too (well not really =D - but one day we'll be living a life and accomplishing things if we persevere and don't settle too long for being down in the yucky dark dumps.
The Sun have been always up there for me, but I decided to hide from it.
It was fine, I had a candle. Small, artificial source of light.
...
But the flame has faded away.
And now I have nothing... nothing but darkness.
This is so weird but i'm experiencing something new to me. The last 5 years passed by so quickly. I had no sense of time because it felt like 1 1/2 year. In those years i have been through **** with SA. I became so sick of it that i felt it in my tummy, slept 4-5 hour a night and had horrible depressions. I wasn't myself.
But, 2 days ago i start to feel careless..... I didn't want nothing more then feel free and be myself. I just went to work and didn't paid attention to annoying people and in conversation i just decide to listen. When i went home i felt liberated. And then something happened..... my sense of time slowed down a bit. I can focus on music videos now, i can enjoy my silence moments and some other small things....
I also experienced some weird but wonderful things too.
But ofcourse i have still the fear of silence moments in conversations as example, but i want nothing more then to be myself.
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