I hate not being able to find things that are right in front of me. I'm looking for a leaflet, it's on the floor in my room somewhere, but for the life of me I can't find it. I hope Nan hasn't gone and thrown it away, I really feel like pizza
Random thought. The caption under website title saying 'You are not alone' and one else think its a bit scifi ish. Although another random thought on that one maybe were so misunderstood by 'normal' humans that the only comfort we get is from more understanding aliens lol
I miss the time when my fear used to prompt me into combat, rather than just avoid things.
So do I... but we can't go into combat unprepared, view this time as preparation, despite the avoidance, don't focus on that - focus on "I got nearly FUBAR'd in the last battle, just recooping for the next, not going smoothly but I'm not going to just let keep me down".
I'm trying to review everything like that- it's not something you do overnight, set small goals, etc. One small thing you don't avoid everyday. You've suggested that to me =D And etc. Bleh my mind just shut off - neeeed morrrreeee coffffffeee! 😀
I hate how my job drains any motivative shred of energy I have, leaving me this useless inspire-less husk.
I want to create so many things, but for the life of me I just can't do it with all this pressure. There's no joy in the process anymore. Only endless rushing until it's finished.. And not even when it's finished there's satisfaction. Damn it. I knew this would happen..
I used to be able to block out the bad for the sake of serenity, but all that is being corrupted by this currently empty life focused solely on life-maintenance. It's disgusting.
If only there was a place where you could escape it all.
I hate how my job drains any motivative shred of energy I have, leaving me this useless inspire-less husk.
I want to create so many things, but for the life of me I just can't do it with all this pressure. There's no joy in the process anymore. Only endless rushing until it's finished.. And not even when it's finished there's satisfaction. Damn it. I knew this would happen..
I used to be able to block out the bad for the sake of serenity, but all that is being corrupted by this currently empty life focused solely on life-maintenance. It's disgusting.
If only there was a place where you could escape it all.
About to go out to dinner with my mom and her fiance.
I always get really nervous when I have to go out in this town, because I don't want to see anyone I know here. 🙁
Also, I helped my mom babysit her step-granddaughter today, and I smell like a baby.
OH, and I also found out that I can graduate in May. It's just an associates degree, but still 😀
I got my third "run, forest, run" of the year today.
It came from an andolescent prodigy riding a scooter.
haah- wow.
I only run when everyone is sleeping... if anything though, the a**holes on scooters should probably be the ones getting the exercise.
Keep it up Kiwong! You're awesome!