Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

Please come to Boston for the springtime... 😀

Odo said: ↑

Really?

D'Onofrio was great but I thought the rest of it was meh.

Anyways it's Netflix-- you can get every episode right now. You don't have to wait.

I think its pretty good for a superhero tv show. They can be pretty bad...Like The Cape, Birds of Prey, Heroes, Smallville, Adam West etc.

Forgot to add Witchblade. That show literally depressed me.

Wish ah hud a friend who brings out the best in me and ma good qualities. Rather than a family that only highlights the worst in me... :kickingmyself: :crying:

My attitude is so horrible right now, even with the great weather.

I don't know why I'm so cranky. I don't know why I can't handle my feelings better. I try and sometimes I'm okay but recently it hasn't lasted for more than a day. Wishing I was smarter, feeling so inferior and intimidated...

Suicidal thoughts again.

Holding in tears...

Odo said: ↑

Anyways it's Netflix-- you can get every episode right now. You don't have to wait.

This is how it starts, getting old.

Ten years ago I would've simply known this by osmosis. Five years ago I would've at least been aware of the concept that TV shows are being released in their season's entirety.

I'm drifting further and further out of touch, becoming a bygone.

Woe, ha ha.

I'm super ****ing late. They're going to kill me. Ugh

There's a black dog in the room.. how did it get in? Who let the damn thing in again!!

FountainandFairfax said: ↑

I'm drifting further and further out of touch, becoming a bygone.

Woe, ha ha.

Yep, me too. Not that ah give f***. Actually, I'm quite glad that's the case with me. 🤭

Graeme1988 said: ↑

Yep, me too. Not that ah give f***. Actually, I'm quite glad that's the case with me. 🤭

It has its perks, like not being hardwired to a cellphone 24/7, or being plugged into nonstop "news" channels that just fool you into thinking a single bad event has happened 100 times that day.

But still, when it comes to entertainment I need to be hip, maaaaaaaaaan. :bigsmile:

College really does push the limits of how much social anxiety a person can stomach. Almost had a breakdown today. The only thing thats keeping me going is utter desperation. Because this is my plan B. I dont have a plan C.

After getting home from work I basically just fell asleep. For, like, hours. And now I'm going have to go to bed soon.

Feels like such a waste. It's like I came home and time traveled to right before going to work again.

Jeez, how do most men do it to not get emotional so easily?! I was watching a video at work during a meeting that focused on neglected children. There was one more woman besides me, and five men. The other woman and I were a mess at the end of the video. I had to exit the room before they turned on the lights. Because I was sitting behind everyone, I was able to observe everyone, and none of the men were crying. I understand that women tend to be more emotional, but damn. I hate that I can't just hold it in. I cry for anything sad. I just piss myself off.

nodejesque said: ↑

Jeez, how do most men do it to not get emotional so easily?! I was watching a video at work during a meeting that focused on neglected children. There was one more woman besides me, and five men. The other woman and I were a mess at the end of the video. I had to exit the room before they turned on the lights. Because I was sitting behind everyone, I was able to observe everyone, and none of the men were crying. I understand that women tend to be more emotional, but damn. I hate that I can't just hold it in. I cry for anything sad. I just piss myself off.

Estrogen. 😀

nodejesque said: ↑

Jeez, how do most men do it to not get emotional so easily?! I was watching a video at work during a meeting that focused on neglected children. There was one more woman besides me, and five men. The other woman and I were a mess at the end of the video. I had to exit the room before they turned on the lights. Because I was sitting behind everyone, I was able to observe everyone, and none of the men were crying. I understand that women tend to be more emotional, but damn. I hate that I can't just hold it in. I cry for anything sad. I just piss myself off.

Sure they do -- just usually in more private settings.

nodejesque said: ↑

Jeez, how do most men do it to not get emotional so easily?! I was watching a video at work during a meeting that focused on neglected children. There was one more woman besides me, and five men. The other woman and I were a mess at the end of the video. I had to exit the room before they turned on the lights. Because I was sitting behind everyone, I was able to observe everyone, and none of the men were crying. I understand that women tend to be more emotional, but damn. I hate that I can't just hold it in. I cry for anything sad. I just piss myself off.

this_portrait said: ↑

Sure they do -- just usually in more private settings.

^ What this_portrait said. Oh, and I think, also, fear of being mocked an ridiculed for show yer emotions openly is another reason why men don't get emotional easily. Y'know, the clichéd "Boys don't cry. Man-up" mentality.

Hmmm... should ah go to the Edinburgh Fringe again this year? :thinking: Knowin' there's a strong possibility of being recognised, since ah usually get put in the front row at every show ah book tickets for. :omg:

nodejesque said: ↑

Jeez, how do most men do it to not get emotional so easily?! I was watching a video at work during a meeting that focused on neglected children. There was one more woman besides me, and five men. The other woman and I were a mess at the end of the video. I had to exit the room before they turned on the lights. Because I was sitting behind everyone, I was able to observe everyone, and none of the men were crying. I understand that women tend to be more emotional, but damn. I hate that I can't just hold it in. I cry for anything sad. I just piss myself off.

I can if I let myself. But usually I just, sort of flick the switch and I can turn those feelings off.

this_portrait said: ↑

Sure they do -- just usually in more private settings.

I understand that we all do... But what I meant was, how do they stop themselves from doing it in a public setting? I hate getting emotional in front of others, but its not in my control. Its just a reaction, and I can't stop it.

I'd kill to be able to hold all that for a more private setting.

Graeme1988 said: ↑

^ What this_portrait said. Oh, and I think, also, fear of being mocked an ridiculed for show yer emotions openly is another reason why men don't get emotional easily. Y'know, the clichéd "Boys don't cry. Man-up" mentality.

I do wonder if its purely hormonal, or if the psychological factor has a greater part in it. Because, I definitely fear being ridiculed too... But I can understand how men have been conditioned to shut that off completely because of gender expectations.

PugofCrydee said: ↑

I can if I let myself. But usually I just, sort of flick the switch and I can turn those feelings off.

This is something I need to learn to do.