MollyBeGood
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"The world breaks everyone, then some become strong at the broken places."
Earnest Hemingway
A Farewell to Arms
Earnest Hemingway
A Farewell to Arms
I've reached the same conclusion recently. That's why I have also just quit trying to hang out with my former close friends again. I can sense a narcissistic behaviour that they didn't display a few years ago.
It´s almost impossible to keep a conversation with fellow millenials these days. So many bloated egos. Something I witnessed mostly with younger people at work. And they only cared about their own personal schedules, didn't give a **** about the rest of the team.
I refuse to waste any more of my time trying to understand the minds of small-minded people.
I am starting to really understand how the modern social game is played.
It's all a contest to see who cares less!
Or more accurately, to see who *can* care less.
Of course, I've always known this to be true of people in general but I think that these days it is really THE game that is being played by just about everybody.
The whole idea is to come off as very cool and aloof. To remain mysterious so that people will think that you have unlimited options.
But other people don't care about you anyways because they are playing the same game themselves.
So nobody is really connecting with anybody.
Oh well, I've given up on people and the world anyway...let it all rot!
Than you haz lotsa free time cause 99.9% of humans are small minded!
And that 's the thing, it's not only that they didn't care about the team but they see their not caring as a *virtue*!
And that is how the game is played now.
Yes, the Millennials are very very bad in this regard but I'm seeing this through all age groups as well.
There are people who I've known for years who used to be decent but now it's like dealing with mini-Machiavellian sociopaths.
today I increased my cardio time from 30min to 45min....I'v reduced my calorie intake as well...If I haven't lost a significant amount of weight by the end of the month I'm going to be really pissed off...idk why this last 10-15 pounds has been so hard to get rid of but once I get back in good shape I'm NEVER letting myself get out of shape EVER again...you can put on fat so quickly but it takes FOREVER to lose it off.
Nothing, and I mean nothing can instantly drive me to the sheer cliffs of madness like suddenly not being able to find my cursor on the screen.
Today I had nine months extended leave approved. I have plans to create a web site for my photos, maybe try to sell a few, maybe I could be a professional photographer. It's possible. I want to write a book with descriptions and photos of the coastline where I live, I can get out and take photos of sunrises and sunsets for 9 months. I know I can write, I know I can take photos. Of course my dream to write flora field guides of the national parks where I live is still alive. Also I can train full time for a marathon and compete in the world masters athletics next year. My positive brain was very active with plans and possibilities today.
I don't think I can ever take a shower without getting cyborg eye - it's just not possible.
Also, I bought these awful Wasa brand multi-grain crackers and I'm pretty sure this is what they feed the prisoners at Château d'If - yuck.
I don't think I can ever take a shower without getting cyborg eye - it's just not possible.
Also, I bought these awful Wasa brand multi-grain crackers and I'm pretty sure this is what they feed the prisoners at Château d'If - yuck.