Opaline
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My one recurring dream is a tornado
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My one recurring dream is a tornado
Opaline
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Why can't I SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP? I am tired but my brain WILL NOT SHUT OFF. UGHGDJFSDFJDSLKFJLSK
...it's also thundering and lightning out, and it just got pretty loud (not the reason I couldn't sleep, although that may be a problem now too). I don't remember it storming like this in April before, usually not until June I think...?
...it's also thundering and lightning out, and it just got pretty loud (not the reason I couldn't sleep, although that may be a problem now too). I don't remember it storming like this in April before, usually not until June I think...?
BlueDays
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^ I was just going to ask you whether you are up very late or woken up very early.
I close my eyes and imagine I am on a beautiful tropical Island swimming in water so clear, the temperature is just perfect and there is a table on the beach with all of my favourite foods on it waiting for when I have finished swimming. There is a waterfall off to the side and the sound of it is loud enough for me to hear.
This manages to make my mind at least concentrate on being in this great situation and stops the merry-go-round of the frustration from not being able to get to sleep stopping me from actually "switching off".
Have you tried something like this before?
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Nuthin' goes right - buckin' typical. Story o' ma life. :kickingmyself:
Pacific_Loner
Pirate from the North Pole
Oh my god I used to feel like that as well haha... I'm so sorry for you
Opaline
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:/
My sister uses her Facebook like a diary, she posts every introspective thought that goes through her head and I don't know what she's thinking when she does that. I used to sometimes post stuff like that like about five years ago until I realized how pathetic it looked and how NO ONE WANTS TO READ THAT SHIT. Your 300+ acquaintances don't care if you've resolved to look out for yourself and forget the haters, it's too much information and they're rolling their eyes. Save that for close friends to complain to, why do people use social media like a confessional???
Now a forum like this, that's different
As long as you're not too whiny...
My sister uses her Facebook like a diary, she posts every introspective thought that goes through her head and I don't know what she's thinking when she does that. I used to sometimes post stuff like that like about five years ago until I realized how pathetic it looked and how NO ONE WANTS TO READ THAT SHIT. Your 300+ acquaintances don't care if you've resolved to look out for yourself and forget the haters, it's too much information and they're rolling their eyes. Save that for close friends to complain to, why do people use social media like a confessional???
Now a forum like this, that's different
As long as you're not too whiny...
Opaline
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Up both very late and very early?
I was sort of asleep for a couple hours and then woke up around 4 am and was up for a while. I'm sure you needed that information Sometimes the visualizing thing helps, sometimes it doesn't, depending. What DOESN'T help is that I'm stuck sharing a room with two cats while my other cat is adjusting to their presence (it isn't working), and they're both males and around 5 am or so EVERY SINGLE MORNING they do this chase each other around the room and hiss thing which is supposedly playing but also gets territorial. I'm a light sleeper, literally any noise can wake me up, so it's driving me insane.
But that had nothing to do with last night because they didn't wake me up last night
My brother victimizes himself and then tries to put the blame and the frustrations onto my mother and me, but in his self pity he can't see that we're all struggling keeping it together. The only difference is that we have the decency to keep it to ourselves.
I'm practically a shadow in this house that does nothing but upkeep this place. Not two weeks ago I installed all sorts of fire/first aid safety equipment, but I guess that sort of thing doesn't matter. My mother does nothing but work all day to provide for for him and his dead beat girlfriend. How dare he.
I'm practically a shadow in this house that does nothing but upkeep this place. Not two weeks ago I installed all sorts of fire/first aid safety equipment, but I guess that sort of thing doesn't matter. My mother does nothing but work all day to provide for for him and his dead beat girlfriend. How dare he.
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Pacific_Loner
Pirate from the North Pole
It's so annoying when you think you're trying to make things right but you just end up pissing everyone off
AlienGeranium
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I've been talking to myself a bit more lately. And not the nice conversational calm down talking, more of the "AHH FDHKLBAJ SHUT UP" talking.
MollyBeGood
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I love the rain. It suits my mood. I should move somewhere more Pacific Northwesty. Living in a high desert for the last 3 yrs has been an experience but I really need to be somewhere the humidity gets above 20%. Everyday it is at 20%....too dry for me...plus it's almost 7000 feet elevations, the sun is hotter and more intense. Then the wind blows a lot too, sometimes a good 60mph. Talk about drying! Can't wait to move! I grew up in a humid climate, I get to missing it. Don't miss the mold and bugs that grow easier though. Ha you just can't win I guess.
Ithior
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MollyBeGood
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Humidity here is pretty high. Here's a graph of average humidity per day:
Oh yes, I grew up in a similar climate! That can be brutal in deed!