867-5309. :thumbup:
I called that number. Asked for Bluedays. .... they don't know you.
867-5309. :thumbup:
The song brings back memories of early childhood.I called that number. Asked for Bluedays. .... they don't know you.
The song brings back memories of early childhood.
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Has something happened, Blue?I wish a Meteorite would just hurry up and hit us.
We need to set the reset button and start from scratch.
Society is like a person slowly dying from an inoperable cancer.
*hugs*sooooo alone.
I wish that I could sleep.
Forgot to take my antidepressant again. It's hard getting used to having to take it in the morning when I had been taking my previous one every night before bed for years. I feel terrible.
24601!!!!!
Why are you disappointed? Disappointed with the world itself or disappointed with yourself?I'm trying to be optimistic, but I hate my life. I feel like such a douche for saying that because I have great opportunities.... But I'm just so sad and disappointed with life. I feel worse, because I recognize how ungrateful I sound.
^Sorry you are dismayed with your life node.:sad: I don't have much good advice to give except maybe try and stop trying to become what the rat race deems as being happy, and just consider your life as it is "ok" and be content with it if that, is what you want. I know it is hard but try and not think you have to "achieve" to be happy.^ both, Mikey. I'm just so tired of trying to fix myself. Maybe it's just who I am, this idea of 'pursuit of Happiness' is nothing but a scheme to get you in the rat race of life. I'm tired of reading about what greed has created, and how so far disconnected we are from the reality. That this world is ugly. And sometimes I just don't want to play along, I'm just tired of looking for. Way to be 'happy' maybe this is as good as it gets. And it's not good at all, not for me... And definitely not for many whom struggle more so, than I can even imagine.
^I often look online at pictures of grave stones. It kind of puts my pathetic life in perspective and helps me realize that it really has no consequence in the timeline of history. It actually helps.That feeling when you're thinking about everything and thinking to yourself how infinitely small we all are and that nothing matters. I tend to think this type of thinking is fueled by depression. Or that it fuels the depression thoughts itself.
^I love what you wrote. @being a unicorn :thumbup:I actually wrote 2 poems and was gonna share them but then I decided not to.
I know what to say now.
I'm a unicorn. See, I spend my days pooping rainbows, eating smurfs, farting glitter and drinking frosting. My life is wonderful. Come prance with me through the meadow?
^Sorry to read that things are not going so well for you at the moment, Deadman.:sad:I think I just lost everything. I tried to hold onto things and keep them together but.... I guess it just wasn't enough. Maybe the Powers That Be like to screw up my life and make me suffer. Apparently I can't be happy without something going wrong to take it all away. I'm alone. Again. Back to darkness I go. Hopefully I cheer myself up at least a little.