Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

I saw two people at lunch time who suck the life out of my day, make the temperature drop 10 degrees on a cold day. Sometimes I can't avoid those happiness sucking individuals.

My shoulder blade is killing meeeeeeeeeee.

MikeyC said: ↑

I wish I could help you out more, mate, but all I am are words on a screen. If you want more words on a screen, you're quite welcome to talk to me privately if that'll help.

I know you would if you could, and I appreciate it, thank you. But you're already helping so many people on the forums here, I wouldn't feel comfortable taking up more of your time for a problem that won't likely be solved by talking about it.

MikeyC said: ↑

Perhaps you need some new interests. If you stick to one interest and you're finding it's a chore to maintain, then that signals a time to change.

However, what may be more likely in your case is that depression and apathy are blocking your enjoyment of hobbies.

If I remember correctly, you living in your house now is giving you grief. Is that still the case? I seriously hope you can move out, and soon, because it can't be doing you any good.

I think you may be right about that. It does feel a lot more like a block than a complete lack of enjoyment. Which I suppose is a better development than straight up loosing it.

If moving out was an option, I'd definitely go for it. But I'm stuck here for now. It's one of those mean situations where everything falls into a self sustaining circle of negativity and counter productivity.

Whatever progress I make, is equally fast taken away.

FountainandFairfax said: ↑

My shoulder blade is killing meeeeeeeeeee.

Icy hot seems to help me. Or liniment, I really like that stuff.

kihira said: ↑

When you leave a social gathering with a score of conversations echoing inside your skull for the remainder of the night

I know how that feels like, and that is why I feel being solitary is preferential to rapid thoughts buzzing in your mind.

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Opaline said: ↑

Must. Have Thread. DELETED.

Why?

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Worried -.-

Damn, my mum keeps sending me FB messages about job opportunities (even though we aren't even facebook friends). I already told her I'm not interested in doing things related to my degree because I don't like any of those jobs, and that I don't want to receive those messages, but she keeps sending it anyway. She used to only send them to my secondary email (which I just check once a week), but now she's sending them in FB which I check quite often. It's pretty annoying to see a "New message" every time I log in, only to find out it's just another of those messages.

Very Kirei.

Ithior said: ↑

Damn, my mum keeps sending me FB messages about job opportunities (even though we aren't even facebook friends). I already told her I'm not interested in doing things related to my degree because I don't like any of those jobs, and that I don't want to receive those messages, but she keeps sending it anyway. She used to only send them to my secondary email (which I just check once a week), but now she's sending them in FB which I check quite often. It's pretty annoying to see a "New message" every time I log in, only to find out it's just another of those messages.

You should try blocking her. :thumbup:

SteinerOfThule said: ↑

You should try blocking her. :thumbup:

I didn't want to go that far, but I guess I have no other choice.

First migraine I've had in a while. Uuuuuughhhh. I've put off going to the doctor for so long. I would love to have an abortive right now (not an abortion... a migraine-stopping pill. in case anyone became concerned)

BlackPuma said: ↑

I think you may be right about that. It does feel a lot more like a block than a complete lack of enjoyment. Which I suppose is a better development than straight up loosing it.

If moving out was an option, I'd definitely go for it. But I'm stuck here for now. It's one of those mean situations where everything falls into a self sustaining circle of negativity and counter productivity.

Whatever progress I make, is equally fast taken away.

It is a lot better because once you remove the road block, the ideas and happiness can flow again. 🙂 I've had those road blocks myself - almost gave up drumming more than once - but I persisted and I'm still doing it today. I think these things happen to everyone, with any activity.

In the future, hopefully you can move out into a place you like, with people you like. Or on your own. It's a noble goal to work towards.

ruhig said: ↑

Worried -.-
My life now is purely routine: I'm a teenager and I live with my parents, go to school, study (sometimes.. xD), I chat to my best friends (they are in my class), and I feel quite comfortable around my classmates, as we've "known" each other for almost 5 years.
Everything is familiar.
Next year.. Well, I've applied to university. In another country. Everything will be different, new, unexpected. Sometimes I feel excited and happy and hopeful.. other times, I'm so afraid.. I really hope it won't turn out to be a huge mistake.

Hey, awesome! That's a massive step! What country are you moving to? It's going to be extreme at first but I reckon you'll adapt easily. :thumbup:

Bought some 0% lactose milk, let's see how this goes.
Regular milk might not be very good for me, and the only time I tried soy milk it didn't go very well.

Bosses at work turned up today. I saw them for around two minutes and so far none of the schedules for us workers have been changed. I was freaking out the entire time they were there, but it has so far turned out okay.

I went to the fruit shop in Shellharbour to see if that girl I have my eye on was working, but she wasn't there. I feel like a stalker, haha.

Neutrality is a better response than other possibilities, I suppose.

Heart fluttering. Oh my.

I feel like an annoyance at the moment. Maybe I should back down a bit for a few days, online and in real life. :thinking:

MikeyC said: ↑

I feel like an annoyance at the moment. Maybe I should back down a bit for a few days, online and in real life. :thinking:

Why do you feel like that MIkeyC?