Received a text from a girl I used to be friends with. Haven't spoken to her in a few months, since the last time I saw her back at the end of summer, and from then on decided to just cut ties because I felt better off that way -- not that she really kept up with the friendship much anyway. I responded though, a small part of me happy that she talked to me again. We sent a few messages back and forth, asking how I was and vice versa, then seemingly as fast as she messaged me, she said she had a hangover and was off to an art show and that was that. I should've just ignored the message instead of wasting my time thinking that maybe she actually cared about my being, but really she was bored and wanted someone to talk to. I don't like flighty people in my life. You either stay or you don't, it's as simple as that. Don't just talk to me or hang out with me because it's a temporary cure for your boredom and not because you actually care. I feel used.... but I'm not going to let her get to me. I have plans tonight and I'm not going to allow myself to have a crappy attitude mulling over something so stupid. I have a couple new friends now, one that's pretty much more than a friend, and I'm happy. That's all that matters.