Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

trying to think of something random to say .... my random thought of the day! XD

I like it when you here or see something and find a meaning you didn't get from it previously.

I'm sick of being stuck inside. I'm sick of having no one to go out with. I'm sick of letting social anxiety control what I do, when I do it and what I say. I'm sick of being me. I decided to take a gap year from my studies for a reason. I've wasted six years. I'm not wasting this one. This social anxiety is nothing more to me than a symbiote. Something that can be fought. Something that fights back. Ultimately, something that can be nullified.



Social anxiety, your days are numbered. It doesn't take a weapon to destroy you. It takes a different strength - determination. I think I've got it. You wanna fight, then sure - we'll fight. I'll fight until the very end. But heed my words, anxiety ... if you lose, there'll be no coming back.

Who's with me? Who else is sick of feeling helpless? Why did you join this site in the first place? You joined because you wanted to do something about it, to change your life - we can do that. Let's do it together. Let's become who we always wanted to be, who we really are underneath. I'm done fearing because social anxiety forces me to - time for social anxiety to begin fearing me.

I believe in every one of you. Do you believe in yourselves?

James_ said: ↑

I'm sick of being stuck inside. I'm sick of having no one to go out with. I'm sick of letting social anxiety control what I do, when I do it and what I say. I'm sick of being me. I decided to take a gap year from my studies for a reason. I've wasted six years. I'm not wasting this one. This social anxiety is nothing more to me than a symbiote. Something that can be fought. Something that fights back. Ultimately, something that can be nullified.



Social anxiety, your days are numbered. It doesn't take a weapon to destroy you. It takes a different strength - determination. I think I've got it. You wanna fight, then sure - we'll fight. I'll fight until the very end. But heed my words, anxiety ... if you lose, there'll be no coming back.

Who's with me? Who else is sick of feeling helpless? Why did you join this site in the first place? You joined because you wanted to do something about it, to change your life - we can do that. Let's do it together. Let's become who we always wanted to be, who we really are underneath. I'm done fearing because social anxiety forces me to - time for social anxiety to begin fearing me.

I believe in every one of you. Do you believe in yourselves?

That is actually a good question and good point. Do not forget to include yourself.

I am beginning to. I still have minor and major doubts about life.

James_ said: ↑

I'm sick of being stuck inside. I'm sick of having no one to go out with. I'm sick of letting social anxiety control what I do, when I do it and what I say. I'm sick of being me. I decided to take a gap year from my studies for a reason. I've wasted six years. I'm not wasting this one. This social anxiety is nothing more to me than a symbiote. Something that can be fought. Something that fights back. Ultimately, something that can be nullified.



Social anxiety, your days are numbered. It doesn't take a weapon to destroy you. It takes a different strength - determination. I think I've got it. You wanna fight, then sure - we'll fight. I'll fight until the very end. But heed my words, anxiety ... if you lose, there'll be no coming back.

Who's with me? Who else is sick of feeling helpless? Why did you join this site in the first place? You joined because you wanted to do something about it, to change your life - we can do that. Let's do it together. Let's become who we always wanted to be, who we really are underneath. I'm done fearing because social anxiety forces me to - time for social anxiety to begin fearing me.

I believe in every one of you. Do you believe in yourselves?

I'm with you! I will fight next to you on your side! This touched the bottom from my heart. This is exactly how i feel the last few days! This is what i was looking for! I came back from holiday and i had all the time to think about the situation in life right now and this can't go any further! I'm also sick of being myself and i want to take risks from now on! I'm scared like any other human but that's part of life! I don't know where to start but your texture filled me with energy to change the world! I hope we can support eachother to overcome the fears. It fcking sucks... And if we fall down and have moments when we lose ourselves we will stand up and raise again! And even if we can't control anxiety of the rest of our lives we still won, because we lived with it! That for sure! We can do it!

ilovenoodles said: ↑

And if we fall down and have moments when we lose ourselves we will stand up and raise again! And even if we can't control anxiety of the rest of our lives we still won, because we lived with it! That for sure! We can do it!

Brilliant! I want to take risks from now on too, I've had enough of playing it safe because that leads to me doing nothing. I realise not everyone here is American (I'm not even American myself) but I've made a little poster for a bright future for all of us!



Uncle Sam has faith in you! John Bull has faith in you! Hanks Brinker! Hispania! Mother Svea! Adelita! Holger Danske!

Sial Axetder said: ↑

What's an original post?

Sorry, I mean the post at the beginning of a thread.

James_ said: ↑

I'm sick of being stuck inside. I'm sick of having no one to go out with. I'm sick of letting social anxiety control what I do, when I do it and what I say. I'm sick of being me. I decided to take a gap year from my studies for a reason. I've wasted six years. I'm not wasting this one. This social anxiety is nothing more to me than a symbiote. Something that can be fought. Something that fights back. Ultimately, something that can be nullified.



Social anxiety, your days are numbered. It doesn't take a weapon to destroy you. It takes a different strength - determination. I think I've got it. You wanna fight, then sure - we'll fight. I'll fight until the very end. But heed my words, anxiety ... if you lose, there'll be no coming back.

Who's with me? Who else is sick of feeling helpless? Why did you join this site in the first place? You joined because you wanted to do something about it, to change your life - we can do that. Let's do it together. Let's become who we always wanted to be, who we really are underneath. I'm done fearing because social anxiety forces me to - time for social anxiety to begin fearing me.

I believe in every one of you. Do you believe in yourselves?

That's the spirit.🙂 Often times I will listen to angry music and visualize that the anger is directed at my anxiety. Then I walk around angry at my SA and think "what can I do to make the anxiety mad". Sounds weird I know, but it spurs me on to take risks and do things I wouldn't normally do. Keep kicking it until you kill it for good!😀

megalon said: ↑

That's the spirit.🙂 Often times I will listen to angry music and visualize that the anger is directed at my anxiety. Then I walk around angry at my SA and think "what can I do to make the anxiety mad". Sounds weird I know, but it spurs me on to take risks and do things I wouldn't normally do. Keep kicking it until you kill it for good!😀

Ahh, I like it! That's a cool idea. Show it you're not afraid of it and eventually it will get lost once and for all. X-D

Kohlrabi!

This is the 5th time Firefox has crashed on me today. I'm not happy. 😛

Phoenixx said: ↑

This is the 5th time Firefox has crashed on me today. I'm not happy. 😛

Have you considered google chrome?

IGotSeoul said: ↑

Have you considered google chrome?

^ Lol, yeah I have. I've tried it before, but I didn't like it much.

Phoenixx said: ↑

^ Lol, yeah I have. I've tried it before, but I didn't like it much.

Have you considered ditching Windows and using Linux?

Pyrophosphate said: ↑

Have you considered ditching Windows and using Linux?

^ Nope. I've never even seen or tried Linux before.

Phoenixx said: ↑

^ Nope. I've never even seen or tried Linux before.

Well if it means anything, I've been using Linux for about 3 years now and Firefox has never crashed for me (also, no viruses). You can also try it without actually installing it or changing anything on your computer, if it interests you at all.

Pyrophosphate said: ↑

Well if it means anything, I've been using Linux for about 3 years now and Firefox has never crashed for me (also, no viruses). You can also try it without actually installing it or changing anything on your computer, if it interests you at all.

^ Cool. I'm always up for trying new things. 🙂

I need to stop staying up so damn late.

I feel avoidant as hell. F*^%^ its just like no wonder you are lonely Marry 😠 Im a loser Im a creep im a wierdo ....Just feel unworthy of talking to people everyone is just so much better than me anyhow, why make their day go to hell with my presence? Philosphy and school is my life anyhow might as well dedicate myself to it anyhow :🙁:

Downstairs people are watching another 11pm-4am sports game and expressing themselves loudly below me. UGH! Forces me to stay up until freaking 4 AM ...