I'm becoming less and less motivated to even address problems any more. It's the 'calmly holding your breath' option in the 'sink or swim' metaphor.
It's not even so much that I'm panicking, angry or sad.. I feel like I'm starting to accept that no matter how long I try, unfortunate situations tend to circle back into my life. Be it for obvious reasons, or for reasons I had not considered.
It must be some kind of rhythm that the people in my direct environment and I are stuck in. Like, unconscious behaviour causing certain things to be set in motion. And that in turn creates similar circumstances.
It's interesting.
It's not even so much that I'm panicking, angry or sad.. I feel like I'm starting to accept that no matter how long I try, unfortunate situations tend to circle back into my life. Be it for obvious reasons, or for reasons I had not considered.
It must be some kind of rhythm that the people in my direct environment and I are stuck in. Like, unconscious behaviour causing certain things to be set in motion. And that in turn creates similar circumstances.
It's interesting.