It certainly is not the end of the world, but I understand why you feel it might be, because you're so afraid of doing things.
Man, sleep is awesome. :thumbup: However, if you've got a lot of stresses at the moment, which it appears like you do, you'll sleep a lot easier.
So I went to work this afternoon in the hopes of giving a student teacher my phone number. I don't know where this sort of confidence is coming from, by the way.
I get there and realised she had already left. I asked a few of the remaining teachers for her surname. Once I got that I looked her up on Facebook and noticed she has a very loving boyfriend who she's likely going to marry.
So the loneliness struck me again.
Although I did have confidence this time. As long as I know there's going to be others, that's all I worry about.
So I went to work this afternoon in the hopes of giving a student teacher my phone number. I don't know where this sort of confidence is coming from, by the way.
I get there and realised she had already left. I asked a few of the remaining teachers for her surname. Once I got that I looked her up on Facebook and noticed she has a very loving boyfriend who she's likely going to marry.
So the loneliness struck me again.
Although I did have confidence this time. As long as I know there's going to be others, that's all I worry about.
Thank you! Hopefully one will work out in my favour.
The only thing I can put it down to is a burning desire to change. Who I am isn't working.I know you say you don't know "where this sort of confidence is coming from" but when and if ever you have a light bulb moment and you realize why it has developed, could you let us know what caused it please? :thinking:
It is great to read you have managed to do these courageous things (giving out your number more then once etc) I am sure one will eventually work out for you, Mikey. Law of statistics....
Thank you Mikey, I guess you're right. Maybe I'm just being...I don't know, too desperate. I want to get rid of all my problems right now which isn't realistic of course. It'll take time, so guess I'll have to be more patient.
So I went to work this afternoon in the hopes of giving a student teacher my phone number. I don't know where this sort of confidence is coming from, by the way.
I get there and realised she had already left. I asked a few of the remaining teachers for her surname. Once I got that I looked her up on Facebook and noticed she has a very loving boyfriend who she's likely going to marry.
So the loneliness struck me again.
Although I did have confidence this time. As long as I know there's going to be others, that's all I worry about.
I'm glad you're taking initiatives.
^ I know you were pretty disappointed, but the fact you have some confidence back and some optimism is so great to see!So I went to work this afternoon in the hopes of giving a student teacher my phone number. I don't know where this sort of confidence is coming from, by the way.
I get there and realised she had already left. I asked a few of the remaining teachers for her surname. Once I got that I looked her up on Facebook and noticed she has a very loving boyfriend who she's likely going to marry.
So the loneliness struck me again.
Although I did have confidence this time. As long as I know there's going to be others, that's all I worry about.
You were in the dark for a while and I'm glad to see you are working your way out!
I hope you had fun!
I understand that you want your problems to be gone very fast, and I can't blame you for that. Perhaps it might be an idea to write down what you want to achieve and what it will take to get there. Just a thought. I know you'll get there, though.
There will be others and you'll find someone.
Thanks, girls! I'm already over it. As long as she's with a nice guy and she's happy, which she is, then that's okay with me. On to the next one!^ I know you were pretty disappointed, but the fact you have some confidence back and some optimism is so great to see!
This seems like a good idea, I've already written some, just hope I'll be able to follow through them. Thanks Mikey, I hope the same for you.I understand that you want your problems to be gone very fast, and I can't blame you for that. Perhaps it might be an idea to write down what you want to achieve and what it will take to get there. Just a thought. I know you'll get there, though.
Or maybe it won't, hope you have a great time at the party. Have fun.
^ Thanks guys. I actually did have fun, even though an hour before I was supposed to leave a little anxiety started to hit. When I got there I felt so uncomfortable, but managed to feel pretty good after a while.
Which reminds me of something that happened... So my brother introduced me, "This is my sister, xxxxxx." And she's looking at me so confused, "...You're his sister...?" Since she was rude and I found her confusion pretty amusing, I decided to run with it. "Yeah, I know we don't look alike. I'm actually adopted." "You are??" "No I'm totally messing with you." I don't think she found it too amusing.
