Thinking posting my thoughts and feelings was a mistake, I doubt anyone here can relate or understand what goes on in my head. Maybe I should just delete them and leave them only in my notebook and head?
I´m nervous/feeling weird, cause I´m going to a concert tonight, and I´m going alone. I´m really into this band..they´re actually kinda famous, at least around here.. it will be awesome to experience them live, but it´s everything else that concerns me; being surrounded by people, standing in line, and so on. Maybe I should just get drunk before going.
Trying to finish up Se7en (never seen it before), and the first hour or so of the movie seemed fine, yeah there was some sick stuff but nothing I haven't seen before...
But now I just watched the part with the hooker... I can't handle stuff like that. I don't know what exactly makes something like that worse than another type of torture-murder because it's all grim, but something about that sort of thing takes the horror to another level.
Trying to finish up Se7en (never seen it before), and the first hour or so of the movie seemed fine, yeah there was some sick stuff but nothing I haven't seen before...
Trying to finish up Se7en (never seen it before), and the first hour or so of the movie seemed fine, yeah there was some sick stuff but nothing I haven't seen before...
But now I just watched the part with the hooker... I can't handle stuff like that. I don't know what exactly makes something like that worse than another type of torture-murder because it's all grim, but something about that sort of thing takes the horror to another level.
Oh, classic 90s...... I like that movie (all though it´s disturbing)
Trying to finish up Se7en (never seen it before), and the first hour or so of the movie seemed fine, yeah there was some sick stuff but nothing I haven't seen before...
But now I just watched the part with the hooker... I can't handle stuff like that. I don't know what exactly makes something like that worse than another type of torture-murder because it's all grim, but something about that sort of thing takes the horror to another level.
Honestly, I don't remember much about that movie, except the gluttony scene, and the hooker part. Those have stayed seared into my memory for far too long.
Lately it has been really rainy here. I actually started enjoying the rain and wind in the last days.
When I'm outside, if I'm wearing adequate clothing it feels nice to just listen to the rain just falling down and also hitting the umbrella. As my mum was driving me back home today it was raining quite a lot, even though I was a bit scared because it looked pretty dangerous, I still enjoyed watching the rain pour down.
The wind also feels nice, I try to accept it instead of fighting it (by unconsciously shaking for example). I find it hard to accept the cold if there's no wind though, at least that's what happened when I waited for the bus earlier today.
In the past days I usually open my bedroom window at night and only close it before going to bed. The sound coming from outside is really relaxing and the slightly cold wind entering my room feels really nice too.
I guess I should start studying during the night, I feel unmotivated during the afternoon because the sky is all grey, but at night everything looks fantastic.
In the meantime I should find something positive on the grey sky so I can enjoy it as well.