Today, two years ago I joined this forum. Great, good, not so good an awful things have happened. I think the third year that starts today will finally bring better things.
Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
- Thread starter Remus
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SilentBird
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Normal people are so wacky.
A86
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some self reflection...
its been exactly 1 year since changing jobs from a 9-5 every weekday job to shift type role of one week on, one week off and I dont regret it one bit.
Given my previous job often had me staying back a lot at no real benefit to myself, I love working the same hours as I would have but basicaly have half the year off (plus 5 weeks annual leave
) I have had so much more time to do things for myself this year and its been great and I feel less pressured to get things done.
Its difficult to contemplate how I lived with that retarted 2 day weekend, cant do too much in 2 days (except become anxious how quickly it goes before have to go back to work)
its been exactly 1 year since changing jobs from a 9-5 every weekday job to shift type role of one week on, one week off and I dont regret it one bit.
Given my previous job often had me staying back a lot at no real benefit to myself, I love working the same hours as I would have but basicaly have half the year off (plus 5 weeks annual leave
) I have had so much more time to do things for myself this year and its been great and I feel less pressured to get things done.Its difficult to contemplate how I lived with that retarted 2 day weekend, cant do too much in 2 days (except become anxious how quickly it goes before have to go back to work)
Lamb
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Mentally exhausted. I shouldn't care what other people think of my sexual orientation, but I unfortunately do. And it's all thanks to my past which I'm trying to stop reliving. I can never be feminine enough. I fear how I come across to other girls.. that they may think I'm attracted to them and I'm sending out the wrong signal because I might appear too eager to make friends. And there's evidence that I in some ways emit more masculinity.
Lunacy I tell you.
Lunacy I tell you.
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MikeyC
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I hope so, buddy!
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Here, here! :thumbup:
So... does that mean ah don't need tae get a job? Ah asked that half jokin'.
I wish people saw suicide with other eyes,it doesnt have to be a painful experience or a painful death,it could be like a farewell party,like if the person was making a trip,everything that had to be done by that person on earth was done and the experience here was over,it doesnt have to be that complicated.
brokenfingers04
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fck that///////
this_portrait
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It's way too damn hot in here. -opens a window-
I think I'm going to leave home at the beginning of summer and be homeless.
I know I've mentioned this on here before,but it's all just building up to eventually,actually doing it.
I can't handle my family anymore.
It's either be homeless and look for a job.
Or....kill myself.
I'm going to just start selling my stuff in secret and saving the money.
And then I will just leave without saying anything.
And then never returning.
Unless ofcourse,it's in a bodybag,by way of meat wagon to the local morgue to be identified by the pieces of **** known as my family.
Maybe I'll get lucky and be one of those homeless that gets beat to death by random thugs.
I know I've mentioned this on here before,but it's all just building up to eventually,actually doing it.
I can't handle my family anymore.
It's either be homeless and look for a job.
Or....kill myself.
I'm going to just start selling my stuff in secret and saving the money.
And then I will just leave without saying anything.
And then never returning.
Unless ofcourse,it's in a bodybag,by way of meat wagon to the local morgue to be identified by the pieces of **** known as my family.
Maybe I'll get lucky and be one of those homeless that gets beat to death by random thugs.
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squidgee
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ARGH! I hate maths, why does every uni have to have it as a bloody prereq! Every attempt to understand mathematical concepts and complete questions ends in a bout of frustration because I cannot solve it and then I throw the book at a wall and ragequit. (insert excessively long rant about me sucking at maths and how teachers can't teach, even though they can and I'm just looking for someone to blame for all this). I think I'm going to fail math methods next year.
Lamb
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^ It's funny you mention that. I just decided a couple of minutes ago I'd try to form a new outlook on math! I have similar reactions to you which result in flinging books, rage and tears complete with a sense of hopelessness at mastering numbers and formulas. Is it possible the school can provide you with a tutor? You mustn't give up Squidgee!
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squidgee
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Thanks for the encouragement Lamb!
Fortunately for me, my brother is studying mechanical engineering at uni and understands math really well, so whenever I need help, I can just ask him when he's around. He's not available right now though so I'm stuck at a question about quadratic inequations. Even when he explains it, I forget these concepts afterwards and still have trouble understanding them. I should get out of the habit of simply memorizing formulas and such and actually try to understand the content.
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Lamb
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Ah, sounds like you have an advantage than. That's true, understanding really comes down to the basic concepts and excessive amounts of practice. You may still want to consider a tutor or study groups. Just sayin'
yes
Wow I totallly understand how you feel right now. It's weird because earlier today I was so incredibly close to throwing my math book against the wall and ripping the pages out. I was even screaming at the math book. Whyyyy do I need to learn this, whyyyy????
Wow I totallly understand how you feel right now. It's weird because earlier today I was so incredibly close to throwing my math book against the wall and ripping the pages out. I was even screaming at the math book. Whyyyy do I need to learn this, whyyyy????
This is so damn froody:
