powerfulthoughts
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It wouldn't have been too terribly painful had she not told me why. I'm too weird and odd she said. Literally that's what she said. She thought I would eventually loosen up and become part of her circle of friends. But I never did. When I tried to, I made a fool of myself and then avoided and stayed silent every time after that. She didn't know the full extent of my problem, but if she did I probably would have been dumped a lot sooner.
I seriously doubt ill ever have another relationship, because this has irreparabley screwed with my head and heart. I simply can't see myself ever leaving my sacred shell... its just too hurtful and scary.
I just needed somewhere to say this, because I've got no where or anyone else to express any feelings.
Sighhh
I seriously doubt ill ever have another relationship, because this has irreparabley screwed with my head and heart. I simply can't see myself ever leaving my sacred shell... its just too hurtful and scary.
I just needed somewhere to say this, because I've got no where or anyone else to express any feelings.
Sighhh