Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Can't bloody cope anymore. Now, I'm expected to start doing more than I already do around the house. Or, so I've been obligated to by my oldest sister.
As if I haven't given up enough in the last nearly 2 decades looking after our mother. Any chance of a social life, my education, living on my own by the time I hit my 30s. Yet, I'm never allowed to complain because they "appreciate" what I do for them. And I'm being "selfish" whenever I speak about how I'm stressed out and depressed. How I feel I'm never really allowed time to just relax, not worry and just "switch off" so to speak. It takes it's fkin' toll on ya mentally, having to remind those around ya do things all the time. As well as having to fend for yersel'.
My sisters don't even realise how lucky they are: they can bugger off and get away from the stress for longer than I can. I go away for a weekend, and the day after I get back, my mother will make me guilty for doing something for myself.
As if I haven't given up enough in the last nearly 2 decades looking after our mother. Any chance of a social life, my education, living on my own by the time I hit my 30s. Yet, I'm never allowed to complain because they "appreciate" what I do for them. And I'm being "selfish" whenever I speak about how I'm stressed out and depressed. How I feel I'm never really allowed time to just relax, not worry and just "switch off" so to speak. It takes it's fkin' toll on ya mentally, having to remind those around ya do things all the time. As well as having to fend for yersel'.
My sisters don't even realise how lucky they are: they can bugger off and get away from the stress for longer than I can. I go away for a weekend, and the day after I get back, my mother will make me guilty for doing something for myself.