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Amitush123

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superfluouslyme said:
I got a job!

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It's at a Walgreens in a smaller town.
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Congratz! :D
Just woke up, finally a night without dreaming about a random girl..
Bad news - last day of vacation, back to work tomorrow..where is time machine???
 
Flanscho

Flanscho

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Going today to a support group, for the first time. That thought makes me nervous. I'm not scared, but... It's a group of people I don't know. None of them. And it's about communication, for two hours. I'm sure they'll be nice and friendly, I guess. But I'm not sure what this will consist of two. Two hours? I hope it's not about some sort of partner or team games or something. I don't like it when people I don't know touch me.
 
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Amitush123

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Flanscho said:
Going today to a support group, for the first time. That thought makes me nervous. I'm not scared, but... It's a group of people I don't know. None of them. And it's about communication, for two hours. I'm sure they'll be nice and friendly, I guess. But I'm not sure what this will consist of two. Two hours? I hope it's not about some sort of partner or team games or something. I don't like it when people I don't know touch me.
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Well, remind yourself from time to time that you are not forced to be there, so the minute you will want to walk out - you can! that should ease the pressure for a bit..and try telling youself that it is for your benefit.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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Flanscho said:
Going today to a support group, for the first time. That thought makes me nervous. I'm not scared, but... It's a group of people I don't know. None of them. And it's about communication, for two hours. I'm sure they'll be nice and friendly, I guess. But I'm not sure what this will consist of two. Two hours? I hope it's not about some sort of partner or team games or something. I don't like it when people I don't know touch me.
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You'll be fine. Good luck.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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Going to band rehearsal tomorrow after my guitarist decided it today. I really don't want to go. I understand the importance of it but I'm just not keen on spending so long socialising. I still feel like crap so this is not going to do me any favours. If we can just rehearse more and talk less I think that's going to help.
 
Starry

Starry

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^ I hope it goes okay, Mikey... Perhaps it will help to make you feel better, you never know... Playing in a band, the energy of creating music, it might lift you a bit.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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Starry said:
^ I hope it goes okay, Mikey... Perhaps it will help to make you feel better, you never know... Playing in a band, the energy of creating music, it might lift you a bit.
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I hope so, too, but I don't know. Depression is warping my thoughts of it, plus the thoughts of upcoming socialising starting on Friday. I have to get over it.

Anyway, I'm just a freaking whinger. I hope you're doing well, Starry.
 
Starry

Starry

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^ You're not a whinger! Don't feel bad about feeling depressed, depression is bad enough without adding to it. ;)

I'm okay, thank you. On and off bouts of extreme tiredness and feeling like I'm coming down with a cold which doesn't actually develop into anything... But, that's gone on for ages now, otherwise, I'm fine. :)
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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superfluouslyme said:
I got a job!

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Congrats super! That's awesome. :)
Labyrinthine said:
Just, I don't know, sad. My aunt just spent the last hour hounding me about my schooling, and how I should just get a GED. All of her points are valid. No matter what I'm a failure, I get that. Goodness. This was awful because she kept saying how much she is fighting with my uncle (who is my actual relation) and how they might get divorced, all because of me. I'd like to think she's not that petty, and that she only says these things as a tool to manipulate me, but it still hurts when she says things like that. I've ruined my life enough; I don't want to ruin it for anyone else.
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I'm so sorry.
MikeyC said:
I feel insignificant. A failure. A range of negative emotions I care not to type out. I will get over it.
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Don't listen to your depression Mikey. You're so not a failure. I hope you feel better.
EscapeArtist said:
My mom is shouting at me becuase I won't listen to her problems. I tried to tell her that I can't be around her negative energy so much because I'm depressed too, and I don't want to jepordize my progress :/ I know it sounds harsh, but I can't be the thing that she rants to whenever she wants to if it's destroying my life. But why does she have to throw a childish fit and scream at me, hold things against me, and sometimes even threaten that I should go live somewhere else. Don't I have the right to be alone? ALSJDFLADJSLJADSLFJALDSJFASJ!!!!!! I seriously believe without this person's energy hanging over my head (or following me loudly with angry words all day) I would NOT be depressed, PERIOD... So i know I'm doing the right thing but I don't know how to get away from it....damnit. I was in such a good mood before I got home SIGH sorry guys for angry rant.
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I understand. It can be really depressing to see other people depressed when you're going through the same feeling. I'm sorry.
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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Flanscho said:
Going today to a support group, for the first time. That thought makes me nervous. I'm not scared, but... It's a group of people I don't know. None of them. And it's about communication, for two hours. I'm sure they'll be nice and friendly, I guess. But I'm not sure what this will consist of two. Two hours? I hope it's not about some sort of partner or team games or something. I don't like it when people I don't know touch me.
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Good luck! I hope it goes well. :)
 
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Amitush123

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Elated! already lost about 5 kgs ( that's 11 pounds for our non - metric comrades ), resumed weight lifting yesterday, and most important - resumed swimming today after a long break...I feel that if I will be able to maintain those workouts, I might end this self - resenting :)
 
Starry

Starry

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Amitush123 said:
Elated! already lost about 5 kgs ( that's 11 pounds for our non - metric comrades ), resumed weight lifting yesterday, and most important - resumed swimming today after a long break...I feel that if I will be able to maintain those workouts, I might end this self - resenting :)
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Wow! Well done, you! ^_^
 
Dinosaur

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MikeyC said:
Going to band rehearsal tomorrow after my guitarist decided it today. I really don't want to go. I understand the importance of it but I'm just not keen on spending so long socialising. I still feel like crap so this is not going to do me any favours. If we can just rehearse more and talk less I think that's going to help.
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What kind of music do you play Mikey???
 
Dinosaur

Dinosaur

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I'm feeling all over the place tonight...Good about somethings but a bit scattered about others.Nothing a good nights sleep wont fix aslong i dont wake up in the middle of night with my mind racing
 
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