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BlueDays

BlueDays

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Amitush123 said:
Elated! already lost about 5 kgs ( that's 11 pounds for our non - metric comrades ), resumed weight lifting yesterday, and most important - resumed swimming today after a long break...I feel that if I will be able to maintain those workouts, I might end this self - resenting :)
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5kg is a great achievement Amitush! congrats:)


I am dreading an appointment tomorrow with the job centre place. I hate these things :s
Overdosed on the chocolate tonight to calm my nerves.:rolleyes:
 
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Amitush123

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BlueDays said:
5kg is a great achievement Amitush! congrats:)


I am dreading an appointment tomorrow with the job centre place. I hate these things :s
Overdosed on the chocolate tonight to calm my nerves.:rolleyes:
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Hmmm I miss the hot-chocolate-cake-with-ice-cream-on-top...*drools*
 
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Amitush123

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BlueDays said:
ooooh, don't say that! you'll get me on the chocolate again. :D::eek::
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Back in the days in which I am not very proud of, I used to eat an entire pizza tray with xtra cheese and pepperoni, and then finish the cake..took me many days of hunger & sports to get rid of that over - weight, my advice is to stay clear of it
 
Starry

Starry

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Feeling a little better that I've been able to do something more than just offer sympathy to a friend... One of her friends set up a page to raise money to help her after she suffered a house fire the other day, in the process of which she unfortunately lost her beautiful little puppy to the smoke fumes... She hasn't even got a home at the moment due to the fire, so although it's not much, donating a little money is something. I always feel so impotent when people are suffering... There's never anything I can do to help.
 
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Amitush123

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Starry said:
Feeling a little better that I've been able to do something more than just offer sympathy to a friend... One of her friends set up a page to raise money to help her after she suffered a house fire the other day, in the process of which she unfortunately lost her beautiful little puppy to the smoke fumes... She hasn't even got a home at the moment due to the fire, so although it's not much, donating a little money is something. I always feel so impotent when people are suffering... There's never anything I can do to help.
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You have a done a very good deed! she must be a wreck to lose so much...
And yes, there is so much sorrow in this world that I sometimes wonder how does the sun continues to rise every morning..
 
Labyrinthine

Labyrinthine

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Annoyed. I have no clue why I bothered to wake up.
Couldn't go skating today, which is the only thing that ever seems to brighten my spirits. But I of course don't have a car and can't drive.
I don't know why I come on here. All I do is complain, and possibly annoy everyone.
 
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Amitush123

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Labyrinthine said:
Annoyed. I have no clue why I bothered to wake up.
Couldn't go skating today, which is the only thing that ever seems to brighten my spirits. But I of course don't have a car and can't drive.
I don't know why I come on here. All I do is complain, and possibly annoy everyone.
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Far from it. If I would be deprived from doing the one think I love, I would probably start a world war..how come you can't skate today?
 
JuiceB

JuiceB

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A little out of it earlier this morning. I felt like I wanted to cry, but couldn't. Can't figure myself out sometimes.
 
Labyrinthine

Labyrinthine

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Amitush123 said:
Far from it. If I would be deprived from doing the one think I love, I would probably start a world war..how come you can't skate today?
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My mom just got a job, and she's currently in training. She has the car, and also I don't yet have my license. My grandfather offered to take me, but he's already going to take me to work. I feel awful asking so much of him. Not to mention his car is virtually held together by tape. :rolleyes:
 
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Amitush123

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Labyrinthine said:
My mom just got a job, and she's currently in training. She has the car, and also I don't yet have my license. My grandfather offered to take me, but he's already going to take me to work. I feel awful asking so much of him. Not to mention his car is virtually held together by tape. :rolleyes:
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Skateboard or ice skating?
If the 1st thean skate you way there, if the 2nd it will be a bit tricky ::p:
 
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Alone97

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I feel like I've lost control again. Like I just screamed because there was some laundry I'd forgotten to take upstairs I wanted to cry and I became angry and threw the laundry at the wall and felt so down afterwards... What is wrong with me? I feel so horrible and I wanna die it all just sucks, life is such a let down and I wanna start over
 
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Amitush123

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Alone97 said:
I feel like I've lost control again. Like I just screamed because there was some laundry I'd forgotten to take upstairs I wanted to cry and I became angry and threw the laundry at the wall and felt so down afterwards... What is wrong with me? I feel so horrible and I wanna die it all just sucks, life is such a let down and I wanna start over
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Well the laundry is a small matter, is there anything that's on your mind generally?
 
HappySquidward

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Alone97 said:
I feel like I've lost control again. Like I just screamed because there was some laundry I'd forgotten to take upstairs I wanted to cry and I became angry and threw the laundry at the wall and felt so down afterwards... What is wrong with me? I feel so horrible and I wanna die it all just sucks, life is such a let down and I wanna start over
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I used to feel the same way before, sometimes I still do. I believe it was a symptom of my BPD. One minute I'm just fine, but then something happens (very small) and I feel incredibly angry for awhile then completely hopeless. I know BPD is just a label, but knowing whether or not you have it can help you find the right treatment.
 
MikeyC

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Amitush123 said:
Elated! already lost about 5 kgs ( that's 11 pounds for our non - metric comrades ), resumed weight lifting yesterday, and most important - resumed swimming today after a long break...I feel that if I will be able to maintain those workouts, I might end this self - resenting :)
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Awesome. I lost 5.7kg recently, too. Feels good.

Dinosaur said:
What kind of music do you play Mikey???
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Ignore the god-awful video: BISTU - Paw Licker - YouTube

Labyrinthine said:
I don't know why I come on here. All I do is complain, and possibly annoy everyone.
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You don't annoy anyone.

Alone97 said:
I feel like I've lost control again. Like I just screamed because there was some laundry I'd forgotten to take upstairs I wanted to cry and I became angry and threw the laundry at the wall and felt so down afterwards... What is wrong with me? I feel so horrible and I wanna die it all just sucks, life is such a let down and I wanna start over
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I can relate to this, and I'm sorry.
 
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