How are you feeling?

Amitush123

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Well, technically I'm not a kid but I just lumped myself in with my siblings. I'm 21. My stepfather doesn't live here, they are separated. But he came to visit and this is what happened.

No one should live under those conditions..have you thought about contacting the social services?
 
Feel like crap. I think I'm not going to do much today.

Whats up Mikey? why do you feel like crap today?




I am in a do I or don't I mood with my life atm. I often get in a see-saw situation, back and forth, yes I will, no I shouldn't. Over and over. I am not very good at making decisions and sticking with what I decide :/
 

surewhynot

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I feel like a walking zombie these days, no emotions at all. I wish that I could feel something, anything at all.. I'm just so tired all the time. I wait all day for the time to pass, until I can finally go to sleep and start it all over again the next day. I don't really see myself going anywhere, I barely go outside and don't connect with anyone. Guess things could be worse..
 

Labyrinthine

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Just, I don't know, sad. My aunt just spent the last hour hounding me about my schooling, and how I should just get a GED. All of her points are valid. No matter what I'm a failure, I get that. Goodness. This was awful because she kept saying how much she is fighting with my uncle (who is my actual relation) and how they might get divorced, all because of me. I'd like to think she's not that petty, and that she only says these things as a tool to manipulate me, but it still hurts when she says things like that. I've ruined my life enough; I don't want to ruin it for anyone else.
 
I got a job!

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It's at a Walgreens in a smaller town.
 

PhantomPod

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^Congrats on the job! I love that Jon Stewart gif haha!

I feel a bit accomplished right now. I just submitted my online application for grad school. I've been putting off grad school for a few years now because I have been extremely lazy and was lacking motivation. But I finally got to researching my options and I decided on a program that I want to complete. So, hopefully I will finally be starting grad school in January.
 

MikeyC

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EscapeArtist

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My mom is shouting at me becuase I won't listen to her problems. I tried to tell her that I can't be around her negative energy so much because I'm depressed too, and I don't want to jepordize my progress :/ I know it sounds harsh, but I can't be the thing that she rants to whenever she wants to if it's destroying my life. But why does she have to throw a childish fit and scream at me, hold things against me, and sometimes even threaten that I should go live somewhere else. Don't I have the right to be alone? ALSJDFLADJSLJADSLFJALDSJFASJ!!!!!! I seriously believe without this person's energy hanging over my head (or following me loudly with angry words all day) I would NOT be depressed, PERIOD... So i know I'm doing the right thing but I don't know how to get away from it....damnit. I was in such a good mood before I got home SIGH sorry guys for angry rant.
 

Invisibleman

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I got a job!

It's at a Walgreens in a smaller town.

Congrats!. *sigh* Cant say the same for me. My god looking for a job is making me so incredibly depressed,not to mention pissed off.

Ive applied to atleast 15 different places and I havent got a single call in weeks. I wasnt aware I had to attend oxford just to get a god damn interview. I mean im aware that my resume is not particularly amazing, but jesus christ im not applying to f**king Goldman Sachs here, its to a ****ty,degrading part-time job. *Sigh*
 
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