How are you feeling?

[Graeme1988]

Come on mate its only been one sesh.. I hold high hopes for you,you've helped me out of my head **** I post my voice on here.. you do come across as a very creative person graeme your a hard ass for even going to therapy I've cancelled all of mine.. I know that's not good for the long run...

Yeah, I guess. It's just the whole issue of ma physical disability, cerebral palsy, which I don't really talk about. I mean, it was hard enough saying tae ma therapy that I felt my mother's emotionally neglect was probably the starting point for ma social anxiety. And talking aboot the years of school bullying, without breaking doon in tears.

 

[karl:-/]

So this is your biggest step then. For you to post that to a friend of only a few days is pretty fuc*ing astonishing. I totaly see your point about your mum,sh*t that does sound like the starting block for your sa, nd fags at school bullying nd stuff well they can just die!! Can't they. Yet again mate you posting like that just makes me more proud of ya fella

Now don't make me cry ya twat!!

 

[Graeme1988]

So this is your biggest step then. For you to post that to a friend of only a few days is pretty fuc*ing astonishing. I totaly see your point about your mum,sh*t that does sound like the starting block for your sa, nd fags at school bullying nd stuff well they can just die!! Can't they. Yet again mate you posting like that just makes me more proud of ya fella

Now don't make me cry ya twat!!

Naw! Wasn't my intention to make ya cry - just pointing how hard it's been opening up for me during ma first session. Aye, it's the biggest step for me because I rarely talk about my past. I think I try and mask alot of ma feeling most of the time, mainly through music and comedy.

 

[karl:-/]

It's your story and how insignificant my HH+sa seems.. don't like feel as tho you've caused it just my emotions getting the better of me. Always felt you were a top bloke and you are! the way you articulate with people over the net,you'd neva in a million yrs believe that's how you live life... A truely fuc*ing inspirational person. Mate I promise I'm gona try and get out the house more. I feel as tho I owe us both at least that.................. Ive come over all blank... Graeme I think you and therapy are gona work. Go for it man look at how strong you are,I think you are any way

 

[Graeme1988]

It's your story and how insignificant my HH+sa seems.. don't like feel as tho you've caused it just my emotions getting the better of me. Always felt you were a top bloke and you are! the way you articulate with people over the net,you'd neva in a million yrs believe that's how you live life... A truely fuc*ing inspirational person. Mate I promise I'm gona try and get out the house more. I feel as tho I owe us both at least that.................. Ive come over all blank... Graeme I think you and therapy are gona work. Go for it man look at how strong you are,I think you are any way

Inspiring person – Me?! :: Get tae fu.. (Naw, I'm just kidding ). I never use tae take praise and compliments that well. But, thanks anyway... Though, I guess it is pretty inspiring that my cerebral palsy has only affect part of my brain (I'm not great at maths), it's not affected my ability tae talk - as the doctor apparently said it would, when I was born. Proved the f**kers wrong there, didn't I?!

Anyway, I'm gonnae try and get out the house more, myself. If I can find something to do. Since there's no much to do in the area of the Scottish borders where I live, I've got to travel to the nearest town to find anything actually worth doing. Though, I have actually been thinking about getting back into taking guitar lessons again - preferably group lessons, but I'll have to look into it. I took lesson for 2 years (when aged 14-16) then quit because I felt I wasn't progressing.

 

[Duzmiu]

feeling depressed again, my dog looks really ill and keeps coughing up blood...hopeing she's just eaten a rock again

also a little freaked out, the advert on the bottom of this page is for amazon, showing a game i was just thinking of buying for my psp "monster hunter" i was looking at it on amazon aswell....talk about freaky

 

[Silatuyok]

my dog looks really ill and keeps coughing up blood...hopeing she's just eaten a rock again

That's not good. You really should take her to a vet.

 

[Silatuyok]

I'm feeling great. For the past few weeks I've managed to be exactly the person that I want to be. Here's hoping for a few more weeks of normalcy.

 

[MikeyC]

I'm feeling great. For the past few weeks I've managed to be exactly the person that I want to be. Here's hoping for a few more weeks of normalcy.

By weeks I hope you mean decades. Good on you, Marie!

 

[this_portrait]

I feel... happy, actually.

 

[Invisibleman]

Depressed and highly disliked.

 

[Srijita52]

I think my next therapy session is gonnae be difficult. Main reason being, during my first session, ma therapist and I talk about getting out of my own head, and stop letting ma mind dictate what I want tae do, in terms of my creativity? But I'm still wondering how I'd best achieve. And I'm unsure if therapy will help me in the long run.

Hang in there Graeme, I hope it helps.

 

[Srijita52]

I'm feeling great. For the past few weeks I've managed to be exactly the person that I want to be. Here's hoping for a few more weeks of normalcy.

I feel... happy, actually.

Awesome! I'm happy for you both.

Depressed and highly disliked.

I'm sorry, what's wrong?

 

[Srijita52]

^ Aww, I hope you feel better soon.

I hope this has passed now.

Thanks guys, I'm much better now.

 

[lilmutegirl]

I'm exhausted. Had a long day. Tomorrow's going to be too...and I still need to write a paper due on Monday.

 

[MikeyC]

Depressed and highly disliked.

Why? Not disliked by me, that's for sure.

Thanks guys, I'm much better now.

I'm glad you're feeling better now. Are you getting more settled in?

 

[Srijita52]

I'm glad you're feeling better now. Are you getting more settled in?

Thanks. Yeah, I'm still having a hard time though. And my anxiety and procrastination aren't making things any easier.

 

[KiaKaha]

Depressed and highly disliked.

That is how I feel a lot of the time too. Especially disliked - unwanted and forgotten. I know how it feels.

I am terribly insecure.

I am feeling the same way at the moment.

 

[MikeyC]

Thanks. Yeah, I'm still having a hard time though. And my anxiety and procrastination aren't making things any easier.

Procrastination is something I constantly deal with and that really sucks. Anxiety is something that also never helps with anything. I hope you can get more comfortable as time goes on.

That is how I feel a lot of the time too. Especially disliked - unwanted and forgotten. I know how it feels.

I am terribly insecure.

I am feeling the same way at the moment.

You shouldn't because there's always an Australian dude that thinks you're cool. I'm sorry that you are, though.

 

[Srijita52]

That is how I feel a lot of the time too. Especially disliked - unwanted and forgotten. I know how it feels.

I am terribly insecure.

I am feeling the same way at the moment.

I'm sorry Kia. Like Mikey, I think you're super cool too. Hang in there *hugs*.

Procrastination is something I constantly deal with and that really sucks. Anxiety is something that also never helps with anything. I hope you can get more comfortable as time goes on.

Thank you, I hope so too.