MrJones
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I just complain too much, but thanks for asking.
How are you feeling?
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Shyangel
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Like things would be better if I leave... I tend to make things worse and to make people feel bad, but it's not my intention ::
I shouldn't even say a word anymore or I'll end up making the same mistakes again and again and again... and I'm really, really sorry :
You do absolutely nothing wrong, Jones. I like all your posts on here. They're smart, kind, and honest. I've never felt like you've caused any inconvenience. I enjoy your presence on this forum.
How I'm feeling.....
I'm feeling alright. Just bored and completely uninterested. It's a rainy dreary day. It inspires dreary boring feelings. I like sunny days, they inspire happiness and proactivity. So, I don't know what I'm going to do with myself today..I guess just be content with lazing about.
I'm heading to the store. Maybe that will provide me with some entertainment for the day.
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MrJones
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Thanks angel. I can tell you I make people feel bad and uncomfortable, and I can't seem to learn. There are people who hate me, there are people who don't want to talk to me or hear about me at all, and that only makes me hate myself even more, because I know they have reasons in doing so, because I'm not a good person :You do absolutely nothing wrong, Jones. I like all your posts on here. They're smart, kind, and honest. I've never felt like you've caused any inconvenience. I enjoy your presence on this forum.
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jonas89
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Thanks angel. I can tell you I make people feel bad and uncomfortable, and I can't seem to learn. There are people who hate me, there are people who don't want to talk to me or hear about me at all, and that only makes me hate myself even more, because I know they have reasons in doing so, because I'm not a good person :
Well I don't have a reason to do so my friend, and I can't believe that you're a bad person
MrJones
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Thanks. You don't, but a lot of people have reasons because they know me better. I don't mean it, but I still do, I don't know how, but I always do everything wrong.Well I don't have a reason to do so my friend, and I can't believe that you're a bad person
jonas89
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Well you're right I don't know you, but from the posts that I have read from you are really honest and sincere and I admire that
MikeyC
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Sorry to disagree with you but you're not alone because I'm here.
MikeyC
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Well, two nights ago I felt really bad, but after that I have started to feel a little bit better. I was able to laugh and carry on at work this morning, even though the clouds of depression still linger as they always do.
I feel like I'm not good enough a lot of the time so it's a matter of getting past that, if that'll ever happen. I'm also considering a few changes in my life that I should be making, even though I'm scared of change. Things to ponder.
I also need to sleep some more. I am always tired...although I could contribute that to my depression and poor dietary choices, too.
I feel like I'm not good enough a lot of the time so it's a matter of getting past that, if that'll ever happen. I'm also considering a few changes in my life that I should be making, even though I'm scared of change. Things to ponder.
I also need to sleep some more. I am always tired...although I could contribute that to my depression and poor dietary choices, too.
BlueDays
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Depression has that double edged sword thing going on with causing you to feel more tired/run down and then also giving you insomnia.
I know what you mean about being scared to make neccessary changes in your life, I am guilty of that too. I try to do that in small steps though. Is there something small you can start off with first? to get the momentum going?
I am feeling really angry, I think I need to do some exercise to get it out of my system. lol
MikeyC
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I'm actually sleeping quite well, but it doesn't matter how many hours I get, it's not enough. Waking up at 3:45am doesn't help me out, though. I am guessing you get insomnia?Depression has that double edged sword thing going on with causing you to feel more tired/run down and then also giving you insomnia.
I know what you mean about being scared to make neccessary changes in your life, I am guilty of that too. I try to do that in small steps though. Is there something small you can start off with first? to get the momentum going?
There is something I can start doing, actually. There's a job I am trying to apply for and the application is online so I'll do that. However the page is not loading so I'm already being foiled.
Sorry to hear you're guilty of that, as well. It's a fickle thing.I'm assuming this is about that arrogant guy. Go for a brisk walk and hopefully you'll feel good after that.I am feeling really angry, I think I need to do some exercise to get it out of my system. lol
Shyangel
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Thanks angel. I can tell you I make people feel bad and uncomfortable, and I can't seem to learn. There are people who hate me, there are people who don't want to talk to me or hear about me at all, and that only makes me hate myself even more, because I know they have reasons in doing so, because I'm not a good person :
Jones, I really, really doubt you make people feel that way. That's just your anxiety talking I'm sure....Your a good guy, I'm positive of this. Being socially awkward or whatever, does NOT make you a "bad" person. People have alot of emotions, not everyone's gonna like them or agree with them, you can't let that bother. If those people don't like you, Jones, screw them. You shouldn't worry about people who don't approve of you. They aren't worth you being upset over. I'm sure your a cooler person then they'll ever be. I hope you feel better soon.
I got to go eat diner now. My sister is yelling very loudly and it's making we want to hit her! lol I'll resist.
lonely_drummer
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feeling alright after an intense night, I just couldn't get out of my head. I think its all aside and I can continue with my life, and when I say life I mean recording muahahahaha. But I was on the bus today and just couldn't do anything other than watch everyone outside and just smile, I had a warm gooey feeling, like anything was possible. Hopefully I can get that feeling again, it was nice and peaceful
MikeyC
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What's wrong?
Sounds like you needed to get some stuff out of your system. I'm sorry you went through all that in the last couple of days but hopefully it's all over now and you can concentrate on getting your album finished.
I just went to lunch with my friend and one of his friends (who I know semi-well). We had delicious Thai food. My problem is that I felt really disconnected between the two of them. They were talking quite easily and about stuff I didn't know and I couldn't get in on it. At one point my friend asked what has been going on, and I really had nothing to say. Nothing has been going on. Lots have been happening to them and I just sat there and ate my meal while they chatted. This other guy didn't give me a lot of eye contact, either, which led me to assume he didn't want to talk to me that much. :
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lonely_drummer
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Hehehehe!!! Im feeling very spontaneous right now. I decided that I need a change of pace to spice things up, so I literally JUST bought a bus ticket to Thunder Bay on March 13. Yup, I just up and decided to hop on a bus that'll take me 2000 Km across the country. Im going to go visit some old friends, I just saw them last summer and we just had a bawl. So yup, SPONTANEOUS HAHAHA
Shyangel
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Glad to hear your feeling better, Drummer. You were on a bus and this feeling came along? I love it when that feeling pops it's random head. That's the feeling I get sometimes when I lay in the grass on a sunny day and look up at the sky...It's hard for me to express what it makes me feel....I hope you can continue to feel this way.
this_portrait
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Curious to listen to some new kinda music.
WeirdyMcGee
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Sad, worried.
Just saw my ex's truck on the news... looking like a crushed tin can.
Just saw my ex's truck on the news... looking like a crushed tin can.
Shyangel
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I just went to lunch with my friend and one of his friends (who I know semi-well). We had delicious Thai food. My problem is that I felt really disconnected between the two of them. They were talking quite easily and about stuff I didn't know and I couldn't get in on it. At one point my friend asked what has been going on, and I really had nothing to say. Nothing has been going on. Lots have been happening to them and I just sat there and ate my meal while they chatted. This other guy didn't give me a lot of eye contact, either, which led me to assume he didn't want to talk to me that much. :
Hi, Mikey! ^.^
I'm glad to hear you got to enjoy your favorite food today.
I really need to give this stuff a try sometime.
I hate it when that happens. It seems like everybody traveled the world this week, but I, I stayed at home being useless..I certainly couldn't tell them about the AA I got in DDR.
....That guy sounds like a jerk...I wouldn't let him bother you, Mikey. Your a cool guy and if he doesn't want to talk to you it's his loss if you ask me. If I was there I would have talked to you..Probably more then you would have liked. lol::