How are you feeling?

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Silatuyok

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I'm Not There said:
Pretty miserable...

Today I sat in front of a very pretty girl on the train back home. I was looking at her a lot (trying not to act like a total creep) and noticed she was looking back a lot as well (sometimes we looked at each other for 5 seconds or so). Needless to say my heart was racing and I was too scared to say something or to even smile. After a while she started sighing and when she had to get off, she said "Oh for f***'s sake". Looks like she was fed up with the fact that I didn't take initiative or anything.

Felt like crap the rest of the day because I was once again confronted with how much of a pussy I am.
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Geez, she obviously knows how to speak, why couldn't she say anything to you, if it's such a big deal? She sounds like a b*tch.
 
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Silatuyok

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I was feeling bad at work because someone gave me a weird look. But then I got unexpected gifts from two of the volunteers, which made me feel much better and liked. :)
 
JCVA

JCVA

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Haha I had a similar situation yesterday at work. I was seating next to her and for the whole 15 minute break I was thinking of something to say but couldn't come up with anything. I had an easier time the day before but somehow my tongue was tied. When my friend came by I struck a conversation with him while still next to the girl. After the conversation with my friend, she just stood up and left in a hurry. Ah the self-sabotage =/
 
Falkor

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this_portrait said:
I feel drowsy again, and rather discouraged. :/
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Me too. I feel drowzee. ::eek::

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::p: Lol.

I hope you better soon Potrait!

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A beautiful portrait for you! and ((Hugs)).

Hope you feel the courage again , don't doubt it ( know how you feel though) keep your head up to forwards!! (H)
 
Invisibleman

Invisibleman

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I woke up and looked out the window and seen that it was dark and I thought it was morning. Its 6 pm-_- my body is fatigued beyond repair::p:
 
this_portrait

this_portrait

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Saskia said:
Me too. I feel drowzee. ::eek::

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::p: Lol.

I hope you better soon Potrait!

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A beautiful portrait for you! and ((Hugs)).

Hope you feel the courage again , don't doubt it ( know how you feel though) keep your head up to forwards!! (H)
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Thanks. Chances are I probably will, but right now I just feel so bleh.
 
this_portrait

this_portrait

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MikeyC said:
The zombification begins...!

::p:

In all seriousness, though, I hope you do feel better. Rest up if you need it. :)
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Haha, feeling like a zombie is actually helping to keep negative thoughts at bay right now, so it's a good thing. ::p: I just wish something good would happen between now and my flight on Wednesday.
 
this_portrait

this_portrait

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I'm finding that one good way to relieve stress and stop ruminating (especially about my ex) is to do sit-ups. LOTS of sit-ups. I've been doing at least 100 of them every night even for just basic exercise, but they also help for things like rumination. Tonight I really really REALLY started ruminating and getting pissed off, and it got to the point where I couldn't take it anymore, so I dropped down on my rug and did 100 sit-ups, took a break, then pushed through 100 more. I feel quite relieved right now.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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I am upset.

I went to pay my car rego, and I expected to pay $440 or so, which was the case. However, I had to pay something called a green slip, which is personal insurance, and that was $530...something I thought I could pay in March. So I had to pay that today, unexpectedly.

I had to dip into my second account, which once had $4000 in it, now barely scrapes $600. I am a financial failure.

Arthur_Dent said:
Lonely ::(:
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Sorry to hear that, mate. Are you otherwise fine?

this_portrait said:
I'm finding that one good way to relieve stress and stop ruminating (especially about my ex) is to do sit-ups. LOTS of sit-ups. I've been doing at least 100 of them every night even for just basic exercise, but they also help for things like rumination. Tonight I really really REALLY started ruminating and getting pissed off, and it got to the point where I couldn't take it anymore, so I dropped down on my rug and did 100 sit-ups, took a break, then pushed through 100 more. I feel quite relieved right now.
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You're really committed and resilient, which is something I admire about you.
 
MrJones

MrJones

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MikeyC said:
I am upset.

I went to pay my car rego, and I expected to pay $440 or so, which was the case. However, I had to pay something called a green slip, which is personal insurance, and that was $530...something I thought I could pay in March. So I had to pay that today, unexpectedly.

I had to dip into my second account, which once had $4000 in it, now barely scrapes $600. I am a financial failure.
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That is not true. I know you have something in mind to earn some more money in the future (good luck with it!) :)
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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MrJones said:
That is not true. I know you have something in mind to earn some more money in the future (good luck with it!) :)
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Thanks, but I'm not feeling confident about it.

Even if I do get the job, it won't change the fact that I am hopeless with money. My friends don't help, and I can't say no to them. I buy useless junk food. My CD collection is a hobby but it's an expensive one. It's getting ridiculous.

Now I'm depressed again. I guess I also need to build up a tolerance for unexpected occurrences. That will be something for my therapist.
 
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