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[Falkor]

^Thanks for the advice I'm in class too, and yeah people are really friendly here. But I just can't seem to have enough confidence like today I had to do a little presentation. Though it wasn't too long but I got so nervous that it made me forget half of the content plus I was speaking in such a low voice, that my teacher asked me three times to repeat what I said. The whole thing was just so uncomfortable and I'm sure I'll end up with a very poor grade lol.

Hi Srijita, You're welcome hun, Good to hear they are friendly, that's a trustworthy situation you are in. I'm happy you are feeling good around those people, sometime. About the presentation, good job for not avoiding it and just face it! BRAVE Even tho it didn't went the way you wanted it to be like, you still did the job and that's wonderful. I would spent days worrying before keeping a presentation. I know I would be exactly like you in front of people, sweating and nervous. heheh.

I guess you are expecting a poor grade, what about speaking up to your teacher about the way you feel while holding a presentation, tell him it's a big step for you, I know he will take care of it if he's a good teacher. Because it is very normal to be afraid of this task and people can help you by it and take it in account to your grade.

I hope that works and helps you, maybe you can do a presentation together?

Sassy

 

[Srijita52]

^I'll try talking to her, I just hope she understands

 

[JCVA]

It's started snowing. First snowfall for Toronto. I can just stare at it the whole day and feel mellow

 

[superfluouslyme]

It's started snowing. First snowfall for Toronto. I can just stare at it the whole day and feel mellow

We had our first frost here. I'd say that I'm hoping for some snow this weekend, but Pyro will get mad at me.

Saskia - I hope you feel better! I've been meaning to tell you that, in your profile pic, you look like someone I used to work with.

I still feel sick. And just the thought of packing all my stuff up and moving again is giving me an ulcer.

 

[DeadmanWalking]

We had our first frost here. I'd say that I'm hoping for some snow this weekend, but Pyro will get mad at me.

Saskia - I hope you feel better! I've been meaning to tell you that, in your profile pic, you look like someone I used to work with.

I still feel sick. And just the thought of packing all my stuff up and moving again is giving me an ulcer.

Maybe you should lie down in our bed and let me administer some of my TLC. You'll be up on your feet in no time and then we can buy that house and live together for the rest of our days, just like in those romance novels!

 

[dottie]

@saskia, thanks. i hope it's just stress and that it passes.

 

[superfluouslyme]

Maybe you should lie down in our bed and let me administer some of my TLC. You'll be up on your feet in no time and then we can buy that house and live together for the rest of our days, just like in those romance novels!

Now I can add nausea to my list of symptoms.

 

[DeadmanWalking]

Now I can add nausea to my list of symptoms.

You're love-sick, I know. It's alright, we'll deal with this together.

 

[this_portrait]

Blahhhh, do NOT want to get up. -___-

 

[Graeme1988]

Like I'm missing out.
I think I'll probably be alone forever
Everyone around me has it easier than I do, on account of not having to deal with this f%*king debilitating anxiety disorder. And a physical disability on top of that.
My sister doesn't give a f%*k about anyone but herself.
My family is as irritating and dysfunctional as ever.

Rant over.

 

[planemo]

I feel like i'm still a small kid terrified of the world around him, and that i'll never be able to be any better than that.

 

[MrJones]

I've been thinking a lot... I think I realized what I want in life, where do I want to focus and how, to be happy (or try it). Probably I'm just young and naive, but maybe I'm right. Actually, I've never been so sure of something. I want to do this. I'd leave everything behind, I'd dedicate all my life for this dream. Anyway, I will never accomplish this dream. I just can't. Being a pathetic loser and a complete freak always makes things harder and this time will be no exception.

It's just a dream but I know I will never make it. It's not an impossible dream, so I hope someone else will make it.. but I'd like if it was me.


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[Woody333]

Havnt left the house since Saturday. cant face having to be out in public. I need to go pay for the electric and sort out a new contract but I cant face it. I think ill be alright tomorrow though. Sigh

 

[Woody333]

i know that feeling. been having lots of nocturnal nights and waking up 12 hours later recently

 

[DeadmanWalking]

I've been thinking a lot... I think I realized what I want in life, where do I want to focus and how, to be happy (or try it). Probably I'm just young and naive, but maybe I'm right. Actually, I've never been so sure of something. I want to do this. I'd leave everything behind, I'd dedicate all my life for this dream. Anyway, I will never accomplish this dream. I just can't. Being a pathetic loser and a complete freak always makes things harder and this time will be no exception.

It's just a dream but I know I will never make it. It's not an impossible dream, so I hope someone else will make it.. but I'd like if it was me.


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You're as capable as you believe yourself to be. You can make that dream possible, so please quit talking down to yourself. You have a lot more potential than you think, so, for this dream, believe in yourself and make it come true. If there's someone you love, don't hesitate to tell her and if there's something that makes you happy then do it. This is your story; now, how do you want this story to end? Break down any opposition and don't stop moving forward.

 

[vj288]

I just spent an hour typing something I was very happy with and put much thought into, and just pressed ctrl instead of shift when going to capitalize my w. I now want to throw things.

 

[Invisibleman]

It feels like ive been kicked in the stomach. I have so many thing on my mind I dont know what to do. Im starting to get extremely violent and angry towards people.

 

[planemo]

I've been thinking a lot... I think I realized what I want in life, where do I want to focus and how, to be happy (or try it). Probably I'm just young and naive, but maybe I'm right. Actually, I've never been so sure of something. I want to do this. I'd leave everything behind, I'd dedicate all my life for this dream. Anyway, I will never accomplish this dream. I just can't. Being a pathetic loser and a complete freak always makes things harder and this time will be no exception.

It's just a dream but I know I will never make it. It's not an impossible dream, so I hope someone else will make it.. but I'd like if it was me.


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"Being a pathetic loser and a complete freak always makes things harder and this time will be no exception."

Hey that's my line. I should really get royalties when others use it. ::

Sometimes I wonder what I'm really doing here and what I really want. Perhaps what I want is perfection, and if that's what i want then it's never gonna happen. I may be off here, but if you're anything like me, you want conditions to be a certain way, in order for you to feel comfortable and to express your happiness? "If only I had this, or if only that was a certain way... then maybe I could be happy."

For me anyway the problem is that i'm never content, i always want to change things and make them better, more ideal.

I think you can achieve your goal though. Perhaps it's just as simple as it sounds. Maybe we make too much of circumstances and think it's something that requires great effort or luck. perhaps it's easier to achieve then we think. i hope it works out for you.

 

[MikeyC]

Like I'm missing out.
I think I'll probably be alone forever
Everyone around me has it easier than I do, on account of not having to deal with this f%*king dibilitating anxiety disorder. And a physical disability on top of that.
My sister doesn't give a f%*k about anyone but herself.
My family is as irritating and dysfunctional as ever.

Rant over.

I don't even know what to say, mate. I'm just very sorry that you're feeling this way. ::

I've been thinking a lot... I think I realized what I want in life, where do I want to focus and how, to be happy (or try it). Probably I'm just young and naive, but maybe I'm right. Actually, I've never been so sure of something. I want to do this. I'd leave everything behind, I'd dedicate all my life for this dream. Anyway, I will never accomplish this dream. I just can't. Being a pathetic loser and a complete freak always makes things harder and this time will be no exception.

It's just a dream but I know I will never make it. It's not an impossible dream, so I hope someone else will make it.. but I'd like if it was me.


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Since when are you a "pathetic loser"? You say you know exactly what you want to do with your life - that's more than what heaps of people can say about themselves! You should try everything in your power to make it happen!

 

[BlueDays]

I just spent an hour typing something I was very happy with and put much thought into, and just pressed ctrl instead of shift when going to capitalize my w. I now want to throw things.

aww vj.::
..try punching a pillow for a while. Works wonders for me.





How am I feeling today?...I have no idea. But I don't mind.