How are you feeling?
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Srijita52
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MikeyC
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Meh, alright. I should be excited about going to record some songs tomorrow but I'm just not. Apathy.
When I was at work a woman I speak to was around. For some reason I decided to tell her about my depression and such, and she seemed sad for me. I go back to the car and she had put a couple of flowers underneath my windshield wipers. Her little way of caring, which I think is nice.
When I was at work a woman I speak to was around. For some reason I decided to tell her about my depression and such, and she seemed sad for me. I go back to the car and she had put a couple of flowers underneath my windshield wipers. Her little way of caring, which I think is nice.
I'm glad you managed to call, but I know the exact feeling of nervousness from making a call. Just an hour ago I texted my boss instead of calling her. Hopefully she got the message.
this_portrait
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Hope ya feel better. It's nice that that woman did that for you. Kinda makes me think that there really are nice people out there looking out for their fellow human beings.
I feel kinda drowsy, and my stomach is starting to feel funny. Hopefully the day goes by fast tomorrow. Tuesdays and Thursdays are always a pain for me because they're so long and drawn out.
Srijita52
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It was really nice of her. Good luck with your recordings
^I hope you feel better Portrait.
MikeyC
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Thanks, ladies. Actually, this woman is more socially anxious than I am. She refuses to go to functions with a lot of people. I do remember her going to a Christmas party last year or the year before and she was super quiet and kept to herself. Mind you this is a married woman in her 40's with a few kids! She said her anxiousness got worse as she got older, and she still doesn't know how she managed to get married! So I think she can relate to me a bit.It was really nice of her. Good luck with your recordings
I don't even know what prompted me to tell her about my emotions. I think I'm at near-breaking point and I am already missing my therapist (I'll see her again on December 12).
Srijita, thanks heaps. I hope the recording goes well.
Full body massage by Yanni? I think I can get that for ya.
I was feeling sick the past couple of days, but I'm feeling better, even though I'm awake at 3AM. My mind is a little preoccupied. My mother is (abruptly) moving again. I hate moving. If my counts are correct, this is about the 13th or 14th time in 24 years that she's moved. Most of my things will be coming back to my dad's house (she's moving in with her bf about 100 miles away from my dad's), including that ****ing 29 gallon fish tank I just had to have.
I'm really starting to hate that thing.Agent_Violet
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broken and cornered.
Fata
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Hello everyone... I'm new to the forum, cheers!
At the moment, feeling pretty good, just started a new job, better pay, closer to home, and just 4 (yes, 4) people in the office!!!!
But sometimes, when I'm faced with a situation that would trigger my anxiety, or when things are not going well, I wish for some sort of cataclysmic event to occur and wipe off the planet..... My question is: Does this constitute a suicidal wish? To me seems more like 90% homicidal, 10% suicidal, since, you know, I wish for the whole planet to be destroyed.....
At the moment, feeling pretty good, just started a new job, better pay, closer to home, and just 4 (yes, 4) people in the office!!!!
But sometimes, when I'm faced with a situation that would trigger my anxiety, or when things are not going well, I wish for some sort of cataclysmic event to occur and wipe off the planet..... My question is: Does this constitute a suicidal wish? To me seems more like 90% homicidal, 10% suicidal, since, you know, I wish for the whole planet to be destroyed.....
this_portrait
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I feel... I don't know. I guess I'm a combination of a few different feelings right now.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Depressed and really dreading this family get together at Christmas. It just going to be awkward as f%*k this year.
Phoenixx
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^ Welcome to the site!
4 people in an office? Talk about lucky! As much as I would hate working in an office, that really does not sound bad at all.
As for your question, I don't think it constitutes a suicidal wish. I think it's just a regular response to stress. You're already under a lot of pressure, so I think it's just a response to wish for something catastrophic to happen just to take the pressure off whatever you're dealing with, almost like a "want" to focus on something else. If this doesn't make sense, I apologize. It was just my thought that I'm struggling to put in words.
Phoenixx
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^ Ooh photography. For some reason I was thinking like, drawn portraits, using either graphite or charcoal pencils. Still neat either way!
Looking forward to seeing your work.
Phoenixx
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^ Great!No apology necessary!
coyote
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i'm truly sorry that i live so far away
