How are you feeling?

[BlueDays]

I feel like I am past my "use by date" in the eyes of the world ::

 

[BlueDays]

Nah, think 'well-aged cheese' :b

lol

um.....okay ::

 

[simpsons2007]

I don't know how much longer I can keep fighting off the demons. I've not had a drink in 3yrs and I want 1 really badly.

 

[BlueDays]

I don't know how much longer I can keep fighting off the demons. I've not had a drink in 3yrs and I want 1 really badly.

Hang in there simpsons 3 years is such an achievement! Can you do something that consumes your mind for a while to give yourself a break from the desire? A really good movie? A long drive somewhere scenic?

 

[simpsons2007]

Hang in there simpsons 3 years is such an achievement! Can you do something that consumes your mind for a while to give yourself a break from the desire? A really good movie? A long drive somewhere scenic?

Thanks bluedays. I'm trying my best to take my mind of it. But that voice in my head keeps creeping in. The only thing stopping me from having a drink is that all the shops are closed here. Which I guess is a good thing.

 

[BlackPuma]

I don't know how much longer I can keep fighting off the demons. I've not had a drink in 3yrs and I want 1 really badly.

Think about it like this, the buzz of the drink will last a few hours, maybe a day, but your current achievement will be gone forever. It's just not worth it.

You came this far. Slow down, regroup and keep up the fight. ;3

 

[superfluouslyme]

Think about it like this, the buzz of the drink will last a few hours, maybe a day, but your current achievement will be gone forever. It's just not worth it.

You came this far. Slow down, regroup and keep up the fight. ;3

I agree with Blue and Puma. You've come so far! Keep at it. We are always here if you want to vent.

 

[simpsons2007]

Thanks blackpuma and superfluouslyme. I know that giving in isn't worth it but the buzz is something I could do with right now. Its been a real struggle to get this far and I had to do it all by myself coz of my SA I couldn't ask anyone for help. I know if I slip back into drinking again I will be disappointed in myself after fighting so hard over the past 3yrs to stop.

 

[Phoenixx]

Hm.... I'm not sure. I'm happy that my internet is up, but I'm still have this lingering depression that just won't go away. My negative thoughts have been keeping me up for 3 nights now.

 

[Beatrice]

No energy. Don't even want to move. Wish I felt like I had purpose. Wish I wasn't alone.

 

[superfluouslyme]

I'm tired. I'm going to take the doggie for his last walk, then call it a day.

 

[spongebob]

Today I feel like the weather, gloomy. I think that I am going to catch a cold. Although I haven't really started my day yet and I have yet to meditate to get that positive attitude

 

[Danfalc]

No energy. Don't even want to move. Wish I felt like I had purpose. Wish I wasn't alone.

I know the feeling, but you seem like a sweet girl, I'm sure you will find your way In life and find someone to share it with.
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I'm feeling like hell, feeling so low, mood swings and In agony. I know In time it will get easier, but that doesn't stop it feeling like torture right now.

 

[dottie]

so so so angry at my bank. SO ANGRY. going to the branch tomorrow and telling them they have the option to reimburse me of EFFING everything or i am cashing out and taking my business elsewhere. #*($#$(#*&$#*&$# )%*#$)& MOTHER #$(*^ERS

 

[Honk]

I'm doing great lately, but I feel like I don't deserve it.
Really scared to hit the blues again...

 

[dottie]

Did you get hit with overdraft fees? I always thought it was criminal how a few unintentionally bounced checks can lead to hundreds of dollars in fees. But yeah, big banks suck. Smaller banks and credit unions are a little better.

hidden "service fees" (which i was pissed about already). now overdraft fees! i thought i had transferred enough into my account but didn't (even though i have plenty in my savings). small mistake- huge price!

 

[Bloir]

I am feeling normal, i guess i will be very hysterical in the next hours. On mondays i start my exams but then i will have holidays...so...i am thinking to go to a Ballet show next sunday...but when i think i have to go alone...OMG... A place so elegant...but i would love to do it

 

[superfluouslyme]

I'm awake. It's 9:30 AM. Huzzah!

 

[dyingtolive]

fml .

 

[Feathers]

I am feeling normal, i guess i will be very hysterical in the next hours. On mondays i start my exams but then i will have holidays...so...i am thinking to go to a Ballet show next sunday...but when i think i have to go alone...OMG... A place so elegant...but i would love to do it

Yeah, go to the Ballet!! Dress up classy!!

Everyone will admire you and think 'who the mysterious stranger is'?!!

(Or maybe get a few people to go with you? I went to classical concerts alone and it was okay, scary but okay lol you can also chat up some other friendly alone people? or just look mysterious
We went to a ballet free with friends once the idea is to show up late and ask if there are any 'standing places' or such - not sure how it's called in English)