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How are you feeling?
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Danfalc
Banned
Being stabbed doesn't hurt that much (though have to admit have never had my neck sliced lol). It just feels like you have been punched till you feel the blood.
Heard getting shot is like having hot coals pushed through you, think you guys have it more scary for sure. And least you can try and defend against a knife..I think bullets might be harder to dodge:
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Danfalc
Banned
Sweeney's back!
Ugh..thanks Im gonna be looking over my shoulder everytime I go out now :
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CosmicNeurotica
Banned
Pacific_Loner
Pirate from the North Pole
I really feel like shooting myself.
I think it means I have to go for a bike ride.
I think it means I have to go for a bike ride.
coyote
Well-known member
the bike ride sounds much safer
Lanciao37
Active member
I feel great, Today I was looking forward to meeting someone,Ok I had been worried about it for weeks but in the end I was really looking forward to it, But they stood me up.. So I went on my own, I went to my town and did a little shopping,and walking around because I hadnt been there for years and a Lot had changed since then, So I found it really interesting to see new buildings and things, man that place looks better than ever. I usually hate shopping, But today I liked it! It was going great until this fat ugly woman gave me some hassle and I dont know why, But I ignored her and went somewhere else, I blocked her out of my mind pretty fast and forgot about it.
I didnt sweat even though it was really warm, and I didnt feel any bad anxiety which was weird,I really enjoyed it & I would almost say it was a SA free day. I hope it lasts!
I didnt sweat even though it was really warm, and I didnt feel any bad anxiety which was weird,I really enjoyed it & I would almost say it was a SA free day. I hope it lasts!
caringsoul
Banned
a bit sad, but im trying to hide my feelings. i know where i stand though, and it doesnt feel nice to be there.
Yeah it has to do with fangirl lovings.
That's how I look when I wake up in the morning. Speaking of which, I woke up before noon today! I'm going to try for a little bit earlier every day until I get my sleeping pattern righted.
Off to mow the yard. NOAA says it's 94 degrees outside and tomorrow it may get up to 100. I hate summer so badly.
Danfalc
Banned
Really struggling with withdrawing, feel like I want to cry one minute then smash something up the next, I'm in total agony physically and mentally.
Feel really stupid too, totally got played by someone. Keep finding her stuff all over my flat, hair clips ect :: and a piece of jewlery, hope it's valuable because I might just dontate it to the closest charity shop.
Feel really stupid too, totally got played by someone. Keep finding her stuff all over my flat, hair clips ect :
: and a piece of jewlery, hope it's valuable because I might just dontate it to the closest charity shop.
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Beatrice
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Really struggling with withdrawing, feel like I want to cry one minute then smash something up the next, I'm in total agony physically and mentally.
Feel really stupid too, totally got played by someone. Keep finding her stuff all over my flat, hair clips ect :
Oh wow, I'm so sorry to hear this!
I'm no good at advice or anything, but I do hope things get better for you very soon!
Deus_Ex_Lemur
Well-known member
Really struggling with withdrawing, feel like I want to cry one minute then smash something up the next, I'm in total agony physically and mentally.
Feel really stupid too, totally got played by someone. Keep finding her stuff all over my flat, hair clips ect :
Understandable with this. Id donate it - would go to a better person! =D
I relate not the being played by someone recently thing but struggling with withdrawing and all that -
I'm probably at my lowest point in a long while. I hate speaking of it. I just can't be myself. Why I barely talk anymore here and to other people. Everything tastes bland - the sun looks blotted black - when I scream it's silent - my heart's been sunken by a cannon filled with apathy - my mind dried up and discarded in grievous wasteland to be forgotten - a haze of hopeless negativity is all I can see around me...
But I KNOW it'll pass... but I gotta do the passing ultimately. Hopefully sooner rather than later. =) Someone needs to get a whip and crack it at me.
Danfalc
Banned
I really want to lol, but I will probably drop it off In her work when she isn't there.
As for everything else you wrote, that was kind of poetic. It probably will get worse before it gets better, but like you say it will pass. And I guess we have to just take it one day at a time. Though tbh I think we might be talking about a different type of withdrawing.
I wish I was as good with words as you, but I really can't think straight right now. But thanks for the support, really is appreciated.
You too Beatrice
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caringsoul
Banned
i feel ugly, i wish i was pretty
Pacific_Loner
Pirate from the North Pole
I am pretty convinced to be right if I say that you are waaay good enough to work there. Don't worry too much and good luck
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Beatrice
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Ah, pretty soon I will be able to welcome you to the club.
Don't forget to get yourself mentally prepared for the initiation ceremony..... it involves hot oil and getting naked. But that's all I can tell you.
BlueDays
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Good luck vj!
*crosses all her crossable limbs for luck*
*discovers she can actually cross her toes*:
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Deus_Ex_Lemur
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Thanks, man. REALLY appreciate the response, too. My souls crystallized into glass, and feels like it's going to shatter. Hoping it's just a phase in the process of hardening, right now. Doesn't feel like it though.
Perhaps different withdrawing, I guess for me it's inward, away from everyone, even from myself - still, whatever variation it is - it universally feels like cat poop =D Wish you well.
And good luck VJ. It'll always be worse in your head and beforehand. It'll be over before you know it.
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