How are you feeling?
- Thread starter Remus
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Tired. I did some cleaning, some reading, job searching, and dancing alone in my room. I suppose, given the alternative, that is a pretty good day. 
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
Alright. I got into an argument with someone this morning, so I’ve felt guilty and depressed all day as a result. The feeling’s starting to lift, but I’ll have to remember to keep a little more emotional distance from people in the future.
I wish something would fall on my head and knock all of this tedious sensitivity out of me, like in a movie. Ha Ha
~777~
I wish something would fall on my head and knock all of this tedious sensitivity out of me, like in a movie. Ha Ha
~777~
Feeble Scream
Active member
Depressed about summer, lonely, guilty.
dyingtolive
Well-known member
Peace. Spacious. Clean. Health is wealth, especially colon health Hope you feel better everyone!
Hope you feel better everyone!
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Beatrice
Guest
Sooooooooooooooooo angry. Was trying to sleep and my obnoxious aunt was downstairs yapping as loud as she could; pretty much yelling. WTF??? I have to go to work later, and I want to sleep in. Seriously, they have NO respect for me. I hate them. I f****** hate them.
She gave me a stupid towel robe thing for after you get out of the shower, as a "gift" for finishing college this year. I don't want it. I think I'm going to leave it here when I move out. I want nothing from them. They can keep their s***. They have no respect for me and my boundaries, they're deluded, immature, psychotic, controlling. I can't believe I'm related to them.
She gave me a stupid towel robe thing for after you get out of the shower, as a "gift" for finishing college this year. I don't want it. I think I'm going to leave it here when I move out. I want nothing from them. They can keep their s***. They have no respect for me and my boundaries, they're deluded, immature, psychotic, controlling. I can't believe I'm related to them.
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Nanita
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I know that one.. Woke up 6 am because people were doing some work outside, and then couldn´t fall asleep again, but really tired, damn it I planned to sleep until 9.
theslowesthand
Banned
I get like this sometimes, and i have to remind myself that ok so they might be cr*p people in general, they aren't as bad as how i'm SEEING them as. That is, the paranoia tends to exaggerate how "bad" they are. I think people like us (SA/etc) are more sensitive to all the little flaws that others (& ourselves) have, and we tend to make mountains-out-of-molehills quite a lot.
I have neighbours who basically I "can't stand", I "abhore" them on most days. They seem to me to have an awful lot of "common human failings" such as what you described, but from time to time i also view my parents also in a similarly over-critical way, and they aren't that bad at all. I've just got too much time on my hands, and i over-think thinks, and mull over things too much. I regularly try to "analyse the sh*t out of" my enemies (& sometimes friends), but i have yet to reach the point where i "accept" them (enemies) for all their flaws. They're only human, and so am i, and humans are WELL-KNOWN to be CHOCK-A-BLOCK full of weaknesses/failings/flaws (but everybody also have their own good points, virtues as well)
About your own "enemies": They seem to see life from a whole different perspective (eg maybe they see your negativity as "humourous" due to the "shout-wolf" thing?). Yeah, they do seem to be "sick puppies" and this you personally cannot change, nor possibly can they. So i would give up wishing they were diffrent, as it'll only make you more resntful. Instead, if its possible, try to "play them at their own game" at least a bit. Try to appeal more to their sense of values, to what makes the "tick". Sounds good in theory...
caringsoul
Banned
very sad, but nobody cares
caringsoul
Banned
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We care!
Whats wrong, caringsoul?
thanks for caring, it wont be important as the time go by, i will get over it, but thanks! :
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