How are you feeling?

Pookah

Pookah

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Tino said:
I was hoping for something more exciting.
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I was running down some guy I saw stealing candy from babies and pushing old women into the street. I wrenched my foot coming off the sidewalk, but I tackled that mofo.




Better? lol
 
MsBuzzkillington

MsBuzzkillington

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I feel horrible. I feel like such a complete failure. I am scared for summer classes, I am not sure if I should really push for it so I can finish faster or if I should just take my time. I am getting older, I don't want to be 30 and still in school. (Not that there's anything wrong with that or with people going back to finish school.) Just for some reason I feel like I am old now and I need to get it done ASAP.

I also have conflicting emotions of wanting to run away from everyone, leaving here and never talking to anyone again and staying. Sometimes when I am messaging someone, I feel like I should just stop replying. It's better to end it now than to later on to disappoint and hurt them. Everyone is really better off without me around. Let's be honest here, I am not the easiest person to get along with and I am not really that nice.

But I am lonely and desperate for any kind of friendship, so I end up sticking around selfishly and ruining everyone's life. Maybe one day I'll grow up and just leave everyone alone.
 
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Beatrice

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DespairSoul said:
;)Hello fellas,

I feel okay i'm now more busy with going out what is miracle by me but i try so hard damn hard and i hope will be worth it of all:) I try just do something,more socialize i talk to psycholog and tomorrow i have first meeting with psychiatr so i'm excited also worried little bit i hope i will do it well and say the real feelings and open enough. I hope it will help me to doing better and better. Wish me luck friends and if not is ok too just venting positivity until is some available.;)
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Yay! I'm happy for you :)
 
IGotSeoul

IGotSeoul

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MsBuzzkillington said:
I also have conflicting emotions of wanting to run away from everyone, leaving here and never talking to anyone again and staying. Sometimes when I am messaging someone, I feel like I should just stop replying. It's better to end it now than to later on to disappoint and hurt them. Everyone is really better off without me around. Let's be honest here, I am not the easiest person to get along with and I am not really that nice.

But I am lonely and desperate for any kind of friendship, so I end up sticking around selfishly and ruining everyone's life. Maybe one day I'll grow up and just leave everyone alone.
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I do not know you very well but I certainly sense that you've a good heart. I believe we are all mostly here for social purposes, to share and vent.

It is good that you've goals set for yourself. I hope that you progress through the remainder of school favorably and as comfortably as possible.
 
Deus_Ex_Lemur

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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MsBuzzkillington said:
I feel horrible. I feel like such a complete failure. I am scared for summer classes, I am not sure if I should really push for it so I can finish faster or if I should just take my time. I am getting older, I don't want to be 30 and still in school. (Not that there's anything wrong with that or with people going back to finish school.) Just for some reason I feel like I am old now and I need to get it done ASAP.

I also have conflicting emotions of wanting to run away from everyone, leaving here and never talking to anyone again and staying. Sometimes when I am messaging someone, I feel like I should just stop replying. It's better to end it now than to later on to disappoint and hurt them. Everyone is really better off without me around. Let's be honest here, I am not the easiest person to get along with and I am not really that nice.

But I am lonely and desperate for any kind of friendship, so I end up sticking around selfishly and ruining everyone's life. Maybe one day I'll grow up and just leave everyone alone.
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I know the Rockies are losing badly and Giants overtook them by 3 games but... ::p:

I graduated a few years "late" in terms of the "normal" timeline of graduation. I had the exact same sense. Age-obsessed. Have to be doing or should be doing "this" by "then". Hard to let that go I still have that, have an immense sense of being way behind in life. But truthfully - no one needs to know and take your time. But that being said - I personally felt was time, so I got out despite being behind in many ways still.

You ARE nice - a sassy humor which is GOOD in my book. Sass is class. (I think... but anyways... it's good! =D Don't leave everyone alone. I get feeling low like this; You won't disappoint anybody, at least online... I get also feeling like running away and what's the point esp online, vs. still wanting to keep things up, etc.

Anyways, feel betta soon Buzz.
 
MsBuzzkillington

MsBuzzkillington

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Deus_Ex_Lemur said:
I know the Rockies are losing badly and Giants overtook them by 3 games but... ::p:
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Thanks for that, that actually made me laugh. I was just thinking last night how I was disappointed that we were swept this weekend. I was wondering how far behind we were from you guys.

Thanks for all of the other responses too, I appreciate everyone being supportive and nice.
 
DrN4n0

DrN4n0

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I feel like I'm not really entitled to post here or something - since I'm new to the site - and should try to help others who are not feeling so well before I can mope. But I'm feeling desperate and don't really know where else to turn.

Here is the situation. I have a good friend that I've met about a year ago in college. We hang around all the time and get on really well. Recently he and I have met and are since getting to know a little better a couple of girls. One of them has a boyfriend and the other, well, let's just say she's cute and since recently, single. I get along pretty well with her but my friend and her seem to start getting pretty close. Whenever the four of us are together it's like I don't even exist anymore. So I'm feeling jealous of the relationship they're starting to develop and neglected by my friend (who is taller, more confident,... you get the picture). And feeling extremely petty in the process. The truth is, I'm not even sure I like this girl that much. It's just these feelings... they're getting so overwhelming, I can't focus or stop thinking about it, which is also preventing me from studying when I have exams coming. I'm not looking for advice on "getting my friend back" or "getting the girl" or anything (I know I would make a terrible boyfriend, and honestly my friend deserves to be happy), I just wish these feelings would go away, at least for a while >_<
 
superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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Beatrice said:
Like I'm going to lose it. McDonald's screwed me over for today. Last week the manager told me to come in today, and then when I went in there was a different manager there who looked confused that I was told to come in today, and told me she'd get back to me later. How unprofessional. People are just REALLY pissing me off lately.

I think maybe I should go back to bed before I go on a rampage.

Just feel really down and miserable now. I didn't like the way the girls at McDonald's were talking to me. And I got a "How old are you?" EFF YOU, OKAY???? Leave me alone!
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I had something similar happen to me when I went to interview for my last job. I really should have known to turn and run then. :) Speaking as someone who has been in a managerial position, things like that happen. I'm not excusing it, because it is horrible, but sometimes, key info isn't passed down from the GM to the lesser managers. I can't tell you how many times someone came in to my store having been given information from my GM that she hadn't given me. It leaves both the manager and the customer in a really awkward position. They could have been nicer about it, though.
 
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Beatrice

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superfluouslyme said:
I had something similar happen to me when I went to interview for my last job. I really should have known to turn and run then. :) Speaking as someone who has been in a managerial position, things like that happen. I'm not excusing it, because it is horrible, but sometimes, key info isn't passed down from the GM to the lesser managers. I can't tell you how many times someone came in to my store having been given information from my GM that she hadn't given me. It leaves both the manager and the customer in a really awkward position. They could have been nicer about it, though.
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Hmm okay, this is actually good to know. It made me think they were just being EXTREMELY unprofessional, but if it happens quite a bit then I guess it's not SO bad....
 
superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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Beatrice said:
Hmm okay, this is actually good to know. It made me think they were just being EXTREMELY unprofessional, but if it happens quite a bit then I guess it's not SO bad....
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I'd say it happens at all businesses. The frequency at which it occurs depends on the employees. It happened a lot at my old job, but my boss was a stupid jackass, so...

If it happens any more, I'd be weary of working there. They obviously don't respect you or your time. That's my advice. Take it as you will. :) I really hope it works out for you, though!
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

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BlueDays said:
I am feeling the joys of insomnia.

Another night of counting sheep on it's way...:rolleyes:

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You could count Sugar Gliders or Bilby's they're cuter.
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

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As I was driving to work I saw a Spur-winged Plover that had been run over by a car. Its mate was standing in the middle of the road still waiting for its dead partner. These birds are long-lived and mate for life. It made me feel very sad.
 
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