How are you feeling?
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Beatrice
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I have no idea.....
I'm living in a nightmare.
Could be worse.....
But man oh man, if I could tell people the stuff I know about my dad's side of the family.... I wonder if they'd even believe me..... I could write a book.
Sick sick sick.
I'm living in a nightmare.
Could be worse.....
But man oh man, if I could tell people the stuff I know about my dad's side of the family.... I wonder if they'd even believe me..... I could write a book.
Sick sick sick.
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Beatrice
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Ugh, this is SO F****** UNFAIR!!!!! Why do we have to live like this??? Why???
Yeah I know, why are people born blind and missing limbs? Why do people get cancer?
I know I know.
I'm just feeling particularly bitter, depressed, and pessimistic today. Absolutely fed up with this thing called "LIFE". I'm sitting on a rock in a vast sea of blackness, and it's miserable. Why. To what end?
Need to channel my negative energy today into things I need to accomplish. It's the only way.
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Beatrice
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Yep, know what you mean. What a bunch of....
Sorry I'm being so cheery today, I do apologize
At least there are people there to give you a reason to be anxious. I used to hide in my room afraid that if I walk around around the house the neighbors would see me.
As if they would think something was weird about me going to get something to eat in my house.
I hate SA so ****ing much sometimes
Phoenixx
Well-known member
^ Aw, don't apologize. Just let it all out. Better than suppressing your feelings. I'm quite good at that, and it does not help my mental health, or even my physical health for that matter.Yep, know what you mean. What a bunch of....
Sorry I'm being so cheery today, I do apologize
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I can relate there, Nanita. So you're not alone in how you're feeling. I've been feeling exactly the same way lately.
DespairSoul
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:Nanita i know how that is i felt many many times like this. I feel like i'm lost here and i can't find the way out and go deeper and deeper being losted more and more if i think i can't be more i can. It's pointless in some sense but also is worth it to try it find the things which let us survive and find the beauty of live in some moments. Nothing can be all the time positive. I know is hard if is mostly negative. Hang it there girlie even if u hate it it's worth it of trying survive and live for small things maybe?
Nanita
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I wish that not so many people had to feel this way.. At the same time it does feel comforting that u can relate.
Nanita
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It's pointless in some sense but also is worth it to try it find the things which let us survive and find the beauty of live in some moments. Nothing can be all the time positive. I know is hard if is mostly negative. Hang it there girlie even if u hate it it's worth it of trying survive and live for small things maybe?
Yes I do think it´s worth it to find good things... Even small things can be wonderful...But this period in time I might as well just dissapear...I´m like nothing and no one right now. Thanks for cheering up though!!
Annoyed!
So i texted my buddy a week and a half ago about changing when i'm moving into a place with him (after the summer) and one of the guys at my work was talking to him about this and he said "What? i have no idea what Patricks talking about". So i texted him back saying "We are not moving into a place together anymore?" and havn't recieved a text from him all day....guess i'm gonna be living at home longer. >.<
So i texted my buddy a week and a half ago about changing when i'm moving into a place with him (after the summer) and one of the guys at my work was talking to him about this and he said "What? i have no idea what Patricks talking about". So i texted him back saying "We are not moving into a place together anymore?" and havn't recieved a text from him all day....guess i'm gonna be living at home longer. >.<
BlueDays
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ditto:
:I still see no point to my life or life in general. It seems many people feel this way.
However so many put on a "I'm great and life is rosy" face though.
coyote
Well-known member
ditto:
I still see no point to my life or life in general. It seems many people feel this way.
However so many put on a "I'm great and life is rosy" face though.
i see no point to my life either
but i prefer to think that "I'm rosy and life is great"
I'm here, so I might as well make the best of it
dottie
Well-known member
ditto:
I still see no point to my life or life in general. It seems many people feel this way.
However so many put on a "I'm great and life is rosy" face though.
would you prefer everyone to mope all the time?
Simmy
Active member
I'm fed up too, I'm fed up with having to TRY and live this way, because that's all it is. It's an attempt, I'm attempting to be normal, to get on with my life to accomplish something meaningful, to be happy but days like today I can't manage to gather the tiniest amount of hope I manage to cling on to, to TRY and get on with the simplest of daily tasks
I'm sick and tired of living this way
I got a presentation to give on Thursday and it's eating away at my soul I cant even function =[Wish it wasn't this way..............