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planemo

planemo

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Damaged said:
I wish i could :( but i hate people like that up on there high horse, thinking things like this are just put on and find it hard to understand. Argh so narrow minded.

Really frustrates me but it then it makes me wonder cos of all the stuff that happened with my ex that everyones right about me and i doubt myself. Want to chuck my laptop at the wall right now :mad:
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Yeah tell me about it. I actually have family who despise me because I am so shy and almost always at home. I'm like "what is my shyness ever doing to harm you?" :(
 
Damaged

Damaged

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emu_noodles said:
Yeah tell me about it. I actually have family who despise me because I am so shy and almost always at home. I'm like "what is my shyness ever doing to harm you?" :(
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Aw man really? :(
sometimes i feel like my mum does as well.
We aren't harming anyone :(
 
planemo

planemo

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Kato said:
This is funny. I never quoted myself before. :cool:
I thought I would just put this situation out there in case anyone needs to relate.

I made the calls I needed to. I sounded calm and seemed perfectly cordial but inside I was highly nervous and filled with negative feelings about myself. Afterward I feel stressed and struggling not to self critique myself. Also, now I can worry about them coming by this afternoon and meeting me. Logically I know everything will be fine but emotionally I am extremely scarred. ::(:
Well, at least I can distract myself by giving baths to all the pups. It will be fun! Though, not so much for them.::p:
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Yeah I think most people here can relate to that. It's that fear of doing something which doesn't come naturally. People always say " it's all in your head, ther'es nothing to worry about" but I guess folks like us just never seem to realise this until after the whole scary episode is over. Best of luck when the people come around. I'm sure everything will go well.:)
 
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Overwhelmed. I ended up fleeing a social situation after too many people started to get involved. Of course I couldn't sneak away and got called out. I'm just gonna take a nap and maybe I'll forget who I am when I wake up.
 
vj288

vj288

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Stressed, a little from spw as hard as that may be to believe. It's helping for sure, but it's still a social community of people and it stresses me out like one. I don't know, maybe there's no hope for me. ::(:
 
vj288

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
Kato said:
Easy for me to believe. I keep making up false circumstances in my head and then stressing about them. Usually about what I write or what someone wrote
to me or in relation to me. The most difficult part is all my issues floating around in my head. It is dangerous up there. I am not use to dealing with my issues everyday but I think it will be good for me in the long run. Not sure though.
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Glad to know I'm not alone in that. Know exactly what you mean about false circumstances, story of my life really. I'm honestly agonizing a little over writing this post, not because I don't want to but because I don't want to say the wrong thing. I hope it is good in the long run like you said.
 
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