Maybe thats my problem. I think what if all the time. Maybe I just need to do something else, Keep my self busy, and not get stuck in doing one thing.
But at the same time I can't stay consistent. I'm good at starting things but not good at finishing. I'm mad at myself all the time for not being able to finish things.
Another thing I learnt about myself, is i'm better expressing myself by writing or typing. If you talk to me, you'd swear I was a dumb ass. I don't know how to express myself verbally.
Nothing special...just a 2005 chevvy cobalt. But still...
I have to attend this dinner/mixer tomorrow for all new employees to meet and get to know managers...guess how I feel about that
And then after tomorrow, I'll be giving a presentation in front of said managers and employees.
Wish me luck! Please!
cynical ::
ugh... just generally very world-weary at the moment, cynical about things ever getting any better I suppose
I have to attend this dinner/mixer tomorrow for all new employees to meet and get to know managers...guess how I feel about that
And then after tomorrow, I'll be giving a presentation in front of said managers and employees.
Wish me luck! Please!
Feeling very annoyed.I just had another panic attack in town. :
: And I thought I was doing so much better...