How are you feeling?
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mrb
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miserable :: been spending a lot of time on the suicide forum, don't think it's doing me any good but I'm a bit obsessed lately
Sorry to hear that! :
: Wish I could help.... Im pretty obsessed with this site too... don't know why... it doesn't help me with my sa and it isn't that fun either... lol, I guess I just got nothing better to do :/
zav943
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I am very, very sad...a couple of weeks back, my car was totaled by hail (though, it remains fully operational). My insurance company has offered me a very generous total loss cheque (which was more than how much I paid for it), in exchange for the car, which they'll sell for scraps.
They'll be picking it up in two days...on Wednesday
I will miss that car so much...it was my life! I'm just too upset right now...it's like I'm actually losing a part of me
Sorry for that emo episode! You have to be me to understand how much that car means to me!
They'll be picking it up in two days...on Wednesday
I will miss that car so much...it was my life! I'm just too upset right now...it's like I'm actually losing a part of me
Sorry for that emo episode! You have to be me to understand how much that car means to me!
I am very, very sad...a couple of weeks back, my car was totaled by hail (though, it remains fully operational). My insurance company has offered me a very generous total loss cheque (which was more than how much I paid for it), in exchange for the car, which they'll sell for scraps.
They'll be picking it up in two days...on Wednesday
I will miss that car so much...it was my life! I'm just too upset right now...it's like I'm actually losing a part of me
Sorry for that emo episode! You have to be me to understand how much that car means to me!
What was it?
zav943
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Nothing special...just a 2005 chevvy cobalt. But still...
Thinking constantly, what if. What if all flies undesirably into some scene of chaotic destruction? It builds. Think of nothing else. Get it done fast.
Sure you'll be okay. The above, I don't know. If it really gets to you, the waiting, best I can offer is try working on something. Hands-on.
Yeah, that's what I'm gonna be doing for the next 2 days. Just endlessly keep myself busy. I hope everything will go fine, I really needs this job. :c
sevenroses
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Oh just peachy keen Feeling upbeat and positive
Feeling upbeat and positive IamThisOne
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Uh...not too good.
agoraphobickatie
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i'm feeling retarded... i just skyped with this dickhead who really annoys me.. i don't even know why i talk to him!? maybe because when i see him, i get to smell like polo black.. i'm using this annoying dude for his effing cologne..... anyway, he's pretty immature and i called him out on his "dickness" and was just like "dude, i could be talking to much sweeter guys right now" and he was all "what the hell.. that's so mean to say.. wah wah wah!" whatever ...and wtf, now he just texted me "i would call you, but i'm an assh0le.. night katie" ...what an idiot! bitch, i do not have to waste my time on you! even if you DO smell delicious! ..prick! gah!
haha, k i'm done
haha, k i'm done
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zav943
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i'm feeling retarded... I just skyped with this dickhead who really annoys me.. I don't even know why i talk to him!? Maybe because when i see him, i get to smell like polo black.. I'm using this annoying dude for his effing cologne..... Anyway, he's pretty immature and i called him out on his "dickness" and was just like "dude, i could be talking to much sweeter guys right now" and he was all "what the hell.. That's so mean to say.. Wah wah wah!" whatever ...and wtf, now he just texted me "i would call you, but i'm an assh0le.. Night katie" ...what an idiot! Bitch, i do not have to waste my time on you! Even if you do smell delicious! ..prick! Gah!
Haha, k i'm done
*goes buys polo black*
Iseesky
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i'm feeling retarded... i just skyped with this dickhead who really annoys me.. i don't even know why i talk to him!? maybe because when i see him, i get to smell like polo black.. i'm using this annoying dude for his effing cologne..... anyway, he's pretty immature and i called him out on his "dickness" and was just like "dude, i could be talking to much sweeter guys right now" and he was all "what the hell.. that's so mean to say.. wah wah wah!" whatever ...and wtf, now he just texted me "i would call you, but i'm an assh0le.. night katie" ...what an idiot! bitch, i do not have to waste my time on you! even if you DO smell delicious! ..prick! gah!
haha, k i'm done
Can't say I blame you to be honest... D: Polo black is lovely! :
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agoraphobickatie
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Can't say I blame you to be honest... D: Polo black is lovely! :
haha!! heck yes!
nah.. he's a 'friend' i've known for years, and we've just recently started talking more... and i've realized how lame he is.. so i'll be pulling out the shady card and ignoring the sh!t out of him starting now
polo black or not! lol!
agoraphobickatie
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zav943
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haha!! heck yes!
nah.. he's a 'friend' i've known for years, and we've just recently started talking more... and i've realized how lame he is.. so i'll be pulling out the shady card and ignoring the sh!t out of him starting now
What was so lame about him (if you don't mind me asking)?
agoraphobickatie
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blah.. he's very cocky for no reason. he's fake. he puts on some kind of 'front', i think, so he can look 'cool' and that just really bugs me... he's one of those people who brags about getting super drunk or doing drugs, which is also annoying to me. he's just a jerk, for the most part.. he can be cute and sweet sometimes, but most of the time he's just full of sarcastic comments... tonight i was all "i have guys after me who are much nicer, lol.. and i'm always nice to you, see, i tell you how cute you are!" and he was like "you are cute! i can't tell you that all the time or you'll get a big head" ...from there i was just kinda like "okay, douche..." like.. sorry, but i don't have a big head, and i do want a guy to compliment me and say sweet things, i am a girl! he just needs a chick that's stupid who likes "mean guys" or something, and i'm just not that girl.. i'm a grown up, lol.. he acts too childish and high school for me..
Maybe thats my problem. I think what if all the time. Maybe I just need to do something else, Keep my self busy, and not get stuck in doing one thing.
But at the same time I can't stay consistent. I'm good at starting things but not good at finishing. I'm mad at myself all the time for not being able to finish things.
Another thing I learnt about myself, is i'm better expressing myself by writing or typing. If you talk to me, you'd swear I was a dumb ass. I don't know how to express myself verbally.