How are you feeling?

EscapeArtist

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Phillydalphia creamcheese, that's not true! It's completely impossible to be phony all of your life... You seem sincere and genuine a person to me, and if you stress over being phony, then you must really try to be otherwise. Not a phony


At the moment.... I feel incredibly lonely....... And I have the energy to really want to be somewhere, doing something with some like minded individuals... Baaah! Sometimes energy and a good mood, only makes the world around you seem less ideal, especially when one has created a world to suit the old and negative mindset... I think that I need to get out of here... and I think I might run off to a farm to WWOOF in the next few months because this environment and lack of jolly likeminded people, has been all that I can stand!!
 

Minty

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I feel terrible. I feel angry towards certain people in my life because they don't understand the severity of my AvPD. I feel handicapped in so many areas of my life.

If I could trade this for a physical handicap, I would do it in a heartbeat. People tend to empathize with those who have visible problems but not mental ones.
 

planemo

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I feel old and depressed...
coz it's my birthday today...
I'm older, but I am still at square one.

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planemo

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^^Thanks guys. :) Yeah phocas, I haven't really progressed much, hence still being at square one. But thanks again, means a lot.
 
I'm feeling good! :) Just had a conversation with my school-coach.
She's going to make a phone call with a college, she told me they support people with SA etc.. :) I will not go to school for full days, Just step by step,
But I'm going to study, to get my Diploma in a year.. So I will have a bunch of homework, but I'm showing that I really want it... Is what my School coach told me:). I'm really happy, have a intake soon...

More good news... Friday I have my first Therapy session, DGT...
I'm so happy things are finally rollin' :D
 

AGR

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Wish I could just forget everything and travel around the world by myself,I want to know more than Brazil/Japan.
 

Going Insane

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Hideously ugly, repulsive, freakish and ashamed. Without hope or direction, unsure of what I am or ever will be to anyone. Frightened, depressed and world weary.

You shouldn't because your beautiful. Everyone is a little freakish, you inspire me with hope... Just the thought that someone feels like I do is enough to get me through the days.
 

Jessica7

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omg I totally just answered the door when my neighbour came knocking wooo I am going places I handled it like a boss fhdsjlfjdshgfiusdbfns!!1
 

jus

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VERY VERY happy now :)
Saw the surgeon today and she draind abit of the fluid and explained to me my concerns. Things are physically starting to look heaps heaps better.
Seem to be improving every 6 hours (when i keep checking :p )

Advice for anyone who has just had surgery (or has some illness) - DO NOT TRY AND SELF DIAGNOSE VIA THE INTERNET :p only makes things 10000000000000000 times worse.

First time i've been smiling in a while =) yay !

havnt been this depressed for the last 9-10 years.
Something has gone horribly wrong with surgery, problem is worse than before.
Surgeon is telling me to wait a few weeks and its nothing to worry about...... (however other specialists in USA are telling me its going to take months and months and I will probably need another surgery).

Basically spent $7k to make a problem worse. And my Surgeon is allegedly the best in Australia....
 

EscapeArtist

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I feel really good right now :) My body is tingling with happiness/content for no apparent reason! And I haven't even exercised in like... 3 weeks. Wonder how much better I could feel if I went on a run... Nah too damn cold!
 
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