Its not possibly only my fears now. Its now obviously submersion into severe depression once again. I hate my mind. It just breaks so easily. Should never have trusted family.
Hell I hate my life also. Seemingly frequent and forever stranded on this jagged reef.
You know, it really pisses me off when normally healthy people say they understand and have depression too. My head has been damaged by depression for way too long. Their heads seemingly cannot perceive what depression is nor the spectrum in how it can effect people.
I wana cry but tears only well for now. .:
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