How are you feeling?

[Seasons]

I wish I could get a bit more of self-respect for myself and be able to let it go, give up. Accept and be a good friend, just a friend.

 

[Anti Matter]

Accept and be a good friend, just a friend.

This is hard to do.

 

[Seasons]

This is hard to do.

True.
The alternative is getting deeply hurt and make a fool out of myself.
When did I let myself get into something like this? My defence mechanisms are failing me for the first time in my life. ::

 

[Anti Matter]

True.
The alternative is getting deeply hurt and make a fool out of myself.
When did I let myself get into something like this? My defence mechanisms are failing me for the first time in my life. ::

I was in the same boat as you a long time ago, only I made a fool of myself.

Least you are thinking about it, unlike I did.

 

[KiaKaha]

I think I might be developing generalized anxiety disorder...maybe... even when I am at home alone, in my bedroom (aka my sanctuary) I feel nervous. Live waves of unpleasantness is moving through my body. Not good.... but to be expected I guess.

 

[Anti Matter]

I think I might be developing generalized anxiety disorder...maybe... even when I am at home alone, in my bedroom (aka my sanctuary) I feel nervous. Live waves of unpleasantness is moving through my body. Not good.... but to be expected I guess.

I have also experienced those bad vibes.

 

[arsenalwa]

"like a complete unknown, like a rolling stone..."

Yeah, that's it...

 

[ilmatross]

killer headache like my head is being slammed in a washer door. or any door. im not picky.

 

[Square_Eyes]

Subdued. Slowly resigning myself to the likelihood of another sleepless night. ::

 

[ilmatross]

im convinced i have a brain tumor

ow.

 

[arsenalwa]

im convinced i have a brain tumor

ow.

Why are you convinced of that?

 

[ilmatross]

Why are you convinced of that?

i've had a terrible headache for the past 4 days

im not really convinced, it's just me panicking at the slightest change in my health. hypochondria, etc

oh how did i forget to tell spw? I'm having a online friend visit me in November I'm stoked.

 

[arsenalwa]

i've had a terrible headache for the past 4 days

im not really convinced, it's just me panicking at the slightest change in my health. hypochondria, etc

oh how did i forget to tell spw? I'm having a online friend visit me in November I'm stoked.

I've had headache for my whole life. So I kind of got used to it. But at times, like now, it gets really strong, and that's when it starts making me want to smash my head in half. ::

Oh and cool about your online friend!

 

[ilmatross]

I've had headache for my whole life. So I kind of got used to it. But at times, like now, it gets really strong, and that's when it starts making me want to smash my head in half. ::

Oh and cool about your online friend!

4 days of this has been hell I can't imagine your entire life O__O. My condolences

Human contact is scary. I'm so terrified of disappointing people.

 

[Social-E-Aukward]

Kinda mad. Kinda hurt. Kinda in denial of how much I hurt because there isn't much I can do about it. Very upset.

Got into a scrap with the girl I love today, should have just hung up before it got so ugly... now things are back to square one again. Only now, I'm debating if I'm really the one with the bigger problem.

I honestly can't wait for work tomorrow, I've got plenty to do and it'll take my mind off of the bad feelings. I love my job...

 

[arsenalwa]

Still headached and depressed. Going to bed. Not ever waking up again would be the best surprise of my "life".

 

[punklove]

I'm kinda just feeling apathetic at the moment.

 

[groovy]

woooo singing test went well

 

[lunaticbinge]

Slightly annoyed. Determined but with nothing to be determined for.

 

[EscapeArtist]

I feel a bit hated on here. Is that just me bringing myself down? Very tempted to avPD this place now for no reason..