lunaticbinge
Well-known member
^ Why would you feel hated?
I feel a bit hated on here. Is that just me bringing myself down? Very tempted to avPD this place now for no reason..
I feel that that way most of the time too. Think it may indeed be us just trying to bring ourselves down though. At least I know that I, for one, sure as hell don't hate you
Idk. Paranoid about overposting, underposting, Paranoia. Probably just assuming you all think of me as I think of me. Self critical.
Slightly annoyed. Determined but with nothing to be determined for.
I am not the only one, then.
Emotion: I should go
Logic: Where?
Emotion: I don't know but I should go.
I surrender.
Truth is, I should be in a lecture right now. Just like I should have been yesterday and the day before, but wasn't. I don't know how long I can hide before certain things become irreversible but I guess I'll find out soon enough. The real damage is already done.
I hate waiting for someone to arrive, waiting for a knock on the door. My heart's pounding and I can hardly breath properly
I don't want to fall for anyone anymore.
I hate that you get so into it and then its over so soon.