How are you feeling?

EscapeArtist

EscapeArtist

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horrible. I ate something I'm sensitive to accidentally and it put me back in one of my random crying-hitting self-intense moments... **** now i have to go through this for 3 days while it's in my system... 3 weeks recovered and now recovery all the **** over again. Sigh.
 
Obstacle 1

Obstacle 1

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I feel isolated, even though I am surrounded by people.. one of those phases where I feel I cannot really connect with anyone or just have a complete grasp of what is going on.. I guess leaving doing your assignments to the day before can reduce someone to this, as long as I accept it is only a phase
 
Dronee

Dronee

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I went to a friend's wedding. Met someone from the same class there. I remembered her name, how she looked, all the subjects she took and who she sat beside in class. She cannot remember anything about me, not even my name. I'm definitely a ghost now. Boo! lol

Interesting wedding ceremony though.. very humorous pastor.
 
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Acegame

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Surprisingly well lately. Im jobless and no clue what to do with my life so every reason to be depressed but somehow im not. Maybe its because i try to sleep well, eat healthy and regularly and exercise 3 times a week. The negative thoughts stay away and i actually feel strong enough to face my anxiety and looking for jobs. Like a challenge.
 
Danfalc

Danfalc

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Malady said:
Overwhelmed ::(: I just broke down in tears in front of my son (something I always try hard not to do) and worried him ::(:
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Try not to feel bad about it,sometimes it's hard not to let things get to you as much as we try and hide it.I'm sure he understands that Mum is just having a bad day,he obviously won't like seeing you upset but he will be ok I'm sure.

I hope this doesn't sound too cliché but things can get better and I'm sure they will,that's what I try and remember when going through a crappy day.
 
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Acegame

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Malady said:
Overwhelmed ::(: I just broke down in tears in front of my son (something I always try hard not to do) and worried him ::(:
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When i was young i hated it to see my mother unhappy. That made me feel very bad. She almost never told me why she cried, or i was affraid to ask. Most of the time she said that i was to young to understand. That made me feel like there was something very wrong which probably wasnt always the case.

Maybe its a good idea to talk with him about your anxiety? That way you even might create a trusty relationship with your son, so he feels he can tell you things also.
 
arsenalwa

arsenalwa

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I think I have been depressed for far too long that I just don't quite know when I'm not anymore. Depression has become my normal state. Any other feeling is now kind of alien to me.
 
coyote

coyote

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Malady said:
Damn it I've tried so f***ing hard, people are so cruel ::(: you make a mistake or do something they don't like and everything good and kind and caring you ever did for them suddenly counts for f*** all and they think they can treat you like utter crap and make you out to be some selfish monster. And I still hurt and cry myself to sleep over it, I know I don't deserve this from anyone let alone from somebody I trusted with my heart and soul ::(: I wish I was dead right now ::(: f*** everybody, I'll never trust anyone with my heart again as long as I live
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I know what a terrible place that is to be - but it will pass

Now I'm to the point of being numb to those feelings

I'm hoping that will pass someday, too
 
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