How are you feeling?

ready to get my pistol, go out in the woods and end it all

just overwhelmed with too many things. pretty much hit rock bottom.

doubleM said: ↑

just overwhelmed with too many things. pretty much hit rock bottom.

Speak your mind. Freely. Hold not one thing back.

Sometimes, with my Magnum, feel like I should speed into life-corruption and destroy everything it has done.

Spend more time with Magnum than I do anyone else.

...Like $h!t!:🙁: I've felt depressed all night over nothing in particular. And I'm ssooo tired right now but it's to a point where I'm too lazy to drag my ass around and do what I need to so I can just go to bed. I have to be up early too. Dammit!!!!!!!!!😠

Rock bottom, to me, feels like a frightening free fall.

I felt rock bottom this past Monday, and thank God it passed overnight. I told myself banish resentment towards others and of myself for a day so to ward off another onset of depression. The following Tuesday was one of the better days at work I've had in a while.

Right now, I am feeling happy just writing a post after a couple of beers.

Very lazy, Need to get in shower I have a driving lesson soon!

Spent the last three days in my room playing video games, guitar and drinking dr peppers. I feel gross and bloated and think I am going to be violently sick. Sadly this is the highlight of my week.

Left out. However considering that I really was left out it's expected that I should feel this way.

phocas said: ↑

Oh well, their loss is our gain, what were you left out on?
🙂

Eh...I sent an aquaintance from school a text asking what she was doing this weekend, I never got a reply and saw today on facebook that she and a couple of other people I know were hanging out last night. I would have really liked to chill with them too ya know?

AimeeSP said: ↑

Quite crappy :🙁: i'm currently down to 1 friend now. :🙁: The other friends i've known for years seem to have lost interest in me since i've been going through another rough patch with depression. I guess i don't need people like that in my life eh? friends are suppose to care right? :🙁:

Yeah... friends are supposed to care... but it's a busy world today. A mad rat race... sigh...

Unclean. And hungry.

Sobieski,
Many, many, many. Too many. Not enough.

Like having a great workout routine, burning all the fat and building back some of my lost muscle 😀. Feeling like torturing my body through exercise to make it stronger 🙂

Good feeling, would recommend exercising to anyone, in whatever form or manner that you can perform it 😉

EasySkankin2 said: ↑

Like having a great workout routine, burning all the fat and building back some of my lost muscle 😀. Feeling like torturing my body through exercise to make it stronger 🙂

Good feeling, would recommend exercising to anyone, in whatever form or manner that you can perform it 😉

Feel burning.
When all is done and walk away, worn out and stiff.
Have to allow time for healing though. I give three days for that.

20 floors, 272 stairs, 3min 52sec, rough stuff.

That and this are keeping head above water.

aggro

1234567890 <copying sial

My knees are hurting really bad today. Time for some more ibuprofen.

I feel like nothing. Even on this website.

I applied for so many jobs and called and asked if they are hiring.

My sister got a job and quit a while ago, which I would have never done. But now she has another.

Why is this happening to me?

I think only religious people know the answer. Because I don't pray.

Well if thats the reason... i don't even know why Im writing this.

dottie said: ↑

aggro

1234567890 <copying sial

Feel free to do so. Sometimes less than 10 is all that's needed to be said. And counting numbers is an easy space filler.

petrified eyes said: ↑

My knees are hurting really bad today. Time for some more ibuprofen.

Left one for me. I usually go for Aleve. Inflammation. Never go through a stop sign on a bike.

anomicdeer said: ↑

I feel like nothing. Even on this website.

I applied for so many jobs and called and asked if they are hiring.

My sister got a job and quit a while ago, which I would have never done. But now she has another.

Why is this happening to me?

I think only religious people know the answer. Because I don't pray.

Well if thats the reason... i don't even know why Im writing this.

Maybe you should start thinking seriously about online work as a temporary thing until you can get a real life job... just suggesting.

Physically, Fantastic! Yesterday, and basically all week, my back was so sore I could barely bend over, quads so tight I could barely walk up stairs, and gluts so tight it hurt to sit down. I got 11-12 hours of sleep last night, and now I feel like I could run a marathon! It's ridiculous! Maybe I should more than 5 hours of sleep during the week[/COLOR]