I'm feeling disappointed and frustrated. Mailman who handles packages is not doing his job and never comes to my door and just leaves a pick up slip! I left him a note saying that I'm home and my door is right next to the elevator, but I just noticed my sign was taken down! Why did someone take mine down when someone else who had a similar note isn't??
Pissed off and shaky. I've been on the phone for the last half hour trying to find a pharmacy that has the medication I need, and not even the HOSPITAL pharmacy carries it. Why the hell was I prescribed something that I can't get??
My one and only friend broke up with me last night. I literally have no friends now. It would seem not one single person on earth wants anything to do with me on a personal level. Started smoking again.
I Would prefer to be told. What a complex little world this is. It makes sense that it does not make sense.
Kind of strange. Was fully prepared to meet a client who'd ring though my head. An alpha I think is what they're called. Alpha-male? Strange. Started talking and Mr. Alpha seemed slightly nervous. I was okay.
Bad. Kind of want to rip my face off, it's already halfway there. I wish I had BDD, but it's obvious it's not in my head; I'm what people with BDD see in the mirror.