How are you feeling?

[Elenwen]

Really anxious. I have to go in for a bone marrow biopsy tomorrow because they found abnormal cells in my blood again. I'm going to be pissed (and sad) if the cancer is back AGAIN.

 

[Sial Axetder]

Really anxious. I have to go in for a bone marrow biopsy tomorrow because they found abnormal cells in my blood again. I'm going to be pissed (and sad) if the cancer is back AGAIN.

Apologies, but I have nothing to say. I just felt compelled to say something, just not sure what.

Good luck, no,.. no
Just not good news.

 

[BlueDays]

sad:: I have just had a "lightbulb moment", but it is the kind that only makes you feel worse.

 

[coyote]

sad:: I have just had a "lightbulb moment", but it is the kind that only makes you feel worse.

Did you sit on a light bulb?

I did that once

I had to get stitches

 

[IAMN]

old, fatter, more bitter

 

[EasySkanking]

Forgotten...empty....hopeless, .... **** life, it's too hard (for me anyway, I apparently suck very much at it). Back to this place, where I at least feel comfort

 

[KiaKaha]

Confused. Bewildered. Frustrated. I socialized today... now exhausted. I feel like I dont understand how the world works. Thinking about starting new thread about it....or maybe I will just sleep and feel better tomorrow

 

[Steve23]

Really good! For the first time I feel like my anxiety is becoming a non-issue. The past few days I've just had an entire novel mentality and haven't let anxiety overtake me. Enjoying life fully for the first time in who knows how long.

 

[coyote]

ooooooga booooga ::

Don't give up hope

I'm sure you can find an effective treatment

 

[Sinar_Matahari]

I am feeling satiated. In fact, I can hardly finish my brownie.

 

[Sinar_Matahari]

Really anxious. I have to go in for a bone marrow biopsy tomorrow because they found abnormal cells in my blood again. I'm going to be pissed (and sad) if the cancer is back AGAIN.

Oh, my...I really hope that everything will turn out to be alright.

 

[Elenwen]

Thank you.

Now all I'm feeling is "OWIE"

 

[dottie]

@elenwen when do you hear back on the results? did they hook you up with pain relievers or anything?

 

[scarednotshy]

jenz, i just read this. it's pretty old so i don't even know if you're still on here but that paragraph sums up my day to day life. only i'm 45. how embarassing is that?????

 

[spring]

i'm really happy todayyyyyyyyyyy

 

[anxiety1408]

feeling full of energy, going clubbin tonight : ]

 

[moni10]

I hate them!!!!!!(don't ask pls)

 

[planemo]

tired, worn out and dreading having to go to bed.::

 

[Solitude]

Lonely.

Glad tomorrow is Friday.

 

[Elenwen]

@elenwen when do you hear back on the results? did they hook you up with pain relievers or anything?

I got a refill for my oxycodone but we can't afford that right now. They told me I could use OTC Tylenol but that's not touching the achiness (not only from the biopsy, I've been generally achy for the past week or so; I'm assuming it either has something to do with my low electrolytes or else the cancer is back and acting up). And I hear whether or not the cancer is back on Monday. I'm not nearly as frightened now as I was--I think a big part of how sucky I was feeling was that I knew the biopsy was going to hurt like a b***** and that affected my entire outlook. But I've done all this before so I know I can get through it.