How are you feeling?

ShyKiwi said: ↑

Uncomfortable. At university. These people cant stand me, I can feel their contempt towards me. I dont know why I come here everyday, Obviously I am not wanted here.

I often get this feeling. And that's all it ever is, a feeling.

You go because you choose to. Maybe because you want to. Choice should not be what others want or do not want. Others should be opinions or advice to your choice.

Uncertain any of that made any sense.

^ besides - you don't really know what's going on in their heads

only your own

Wonder if I'll ever get out of this place.

almost back to full health. Can't wait to hit the gym tomorrow. It's been 5 days. I feel like I've lost all my muscle I worked so hard to obtain.

fitftw said: ↑

almost back to full health. Can't wait to hit the gym tomorrow. It's been 5 days. I feel like I've lost all my muscle I worked so hard to obtain.

Me too. One hell of a week. Physiotherapy is good but not good when therapist says no lifting overhead, period. You're killing me here.

Curious, what is your rotation? Usually do four days on, three off.
On M - Th, Off F - Sun.

Wide awake at 1:50am!

Sial Axetder said: ↑

Me too. One hell of a week. Physiotherapy is good but not good when therapist says no lifting overhead, period. You're killing me here.

Curious, what is your rotation? Usually do four days on, three off.
On M - Th, Off F - Sun.

Because of my 9 hours of class on Thursday, I go Mon-Wed and Fri. So also 4 days a week.

like bullcrap! i've been so freakin' pumped for the past month that i get to go visit my mom for 10 days and have a 'mini vacation' and i'm leaving friday and NOW all of a sudden, for the first time this year, i start feeling like i'm getting sick 🙁 i'm drinking OJ like a beast trying to get my vitamin C up!! haha

^ I tried that last-ditch effort with the OJ myself. Didn't work lol once you feel like you're getting sick, it's coming no matter what...I'm still trying to get over my sickness. Makes you really appreciate not being sick for a little while.

AimeeSP said: ↑

Wide awake at 1:50am!

And i still am at 4:40am :🙁:

welcome to my world

oh thanks a lot adam!!! lol ;p

I'm a realist, Katie. Sugarcoating is for other guys. You'll get sick, you'll drink Nyquil and take acetaminophen pills or whatever, and in a few days you'll be back to normal. It sucks ass being sick. I wasn't able to sleep for 2 days, but yo, that 3rd night, I slept like a ****ing baby it was the greatest night of sleep I had in a longass time. So look forward to that.

Go to sleep aimee! 😉

degraded, hateful, and like i'm being watched 24/7. In general don't want to live here -_-

I'm feeling much better than I was earlier today

thanks

fitftw said: ↑

^ I tried that last-ditch effort with the OJ myself. Didn't work lol once you feel like you're getting sick, it's coming no matter what...I'm still trying to get over my sickness. Makes you really appreciate not being sick for a little while.

Take Cold FX!!! Get the extra strength stuff cause it's meant to be taken at the onset of a cold or flu. The regular kind is for prevention. It really helps. I used to get horribly nasty colds. I'd be sick for at least a week. Sore throat, stuffy nose, coughing, hackin' up loads of nasty pleghm, losing my voice... Ugh, it was awful. Since I've tried Cold FX they don't get nearly as bad. As long as you take it as soon as you start to feel sick, it helps a lot, but if you wait too long it's useless. I've actually got a cold right now. I started feeling a bit sick Friday, but I took some that day and it hasn't gotten too bad. Mosty my nose is just stuffy, which sucks but I can handle it. I'm not really phlegmy and my throat never got sore which is great. Colds used to be absolutely unbearable for me but at least now I can still be reasonably functional.

Brooklynn said:

life is a piece of **** and then you die....at least thats how i feel.

LOL! That's my whole philosophy!

Right now, annoyed at my parents. They complain I dont open up to them and when I do, I get ridiculed. They think I am paranoid, its all in my head and and that I am making this whole social anxiety thing up. Sigh....

ShyKiwi said: ↑

Right now, annoyed at my parents. They complain I dont open up to them and when I do, I get ridiculed. They think I am paranoid, its all in my head and and that I am making this whole social anxiety thing up. Sigh....

I can't stand how little understanding there is about SA. People are always so flippant when I try to talk about it.