How are you feeling?
- Thread starter Remus
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What's keeping you awake?
A ticking clock, and lack of discipline on my part. ^W^;
Trying to do too much in a day. :/
hippiechild
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... no more oaty smiles for her ...
dottie
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obsessive.
inlaw insulted my family. i stood up for my family so now i am the jerk. it is quite unfortunate that i have to further distance myself from these people to avoid their negativity.
mean people suck.
anyway, i have been obsessing for the past 7 hours or so. wow. i am mental. why am i so obsessive? i guess i should try to replace these thoughts.
inlaw insulted my family. i stood up for my family so now i am the jerk. it is quite unfortunate that i have to further distance myself from these people to avoid their negativity.
mean people suck.
anyway, i have been obsessing for the past 7 hours or so. wow. i am mental. why am i so obsessive? i guess i should try to replace these thoughts.
Tiercel
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I'm sick and tired of hearing myself on guitar. Apparently my friend only wanted me to record one guitar track for one of our songs: the guitar solo.
So after 1 trip to Burger King, 2 breaks, 4 hours, and 49 takes I finally gave him one that's good enough. Although there were still parts that I thought I could have done better.
I'm actually rather proud of myself. Most of those takes were done fighting my own insecurities as well as the expectations of the 4 other guys in the room. My hands were shaking and sweating profusely most of the time, but surprisingly no one mentioned it. It's almost like most of the stress was just in my head.
Seeing how I can't stand to listen to that song again right now, I'm glad I haven't gotten an mp3 of it from my buddy. If I hear certain bends one more time I might scream. But at least **** got his darned guitar solo.
(Name withheld for legal reasons).
So after 1 trip to Burger King, 2 breaks, 4 hours, and 49 takes I finally gave him one that's good enough. Although there were still parts that I thought I could have done better.
I'm actually rather proud of myself. Most of those takes were done fighting my own insecurities as well as the expectations of the 4 other guys in the room. My hands were shaking and sweating profusely most of the time, but surprisingly no one mentioned it. It's almost like most of the stress was just in my head.
Seeing how I can't stand to listen to that song again right now, I'm glad I haven't gotten an mp3 of it from my buddy. If I hear certain bends one more time I might scream. But at least **** got his darned guitar solo.
(Name withheld for legal reasons).
sevenroses
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pretty down but whats new
Somewhat proud of myself. I just did the Vanna White thing with the cattle.
I was nervous but I don't think it showed. I didn't say or do anything stupid, and it went well. The cattle don't need much selling when someone actually sees them anyway--they're impressive beasties; everyone agrees.
I was nervous but I don't think it showed. I didn't say or do anything stupid, and it went well. The cattle don't need much selling when someone actually sees them anyway--they're impressive beasties; everyone agrees.
Damaged
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I'm a bit nervous, me and my mate just decided tomorrow is the night im going to get my rave on as i havent been in exactly a year.
And right now im shaking about it, but im going to get very drunk and hopefully il be as confident as i've felt about myself this whole week.
And right now im shaking about it, but im going to get very drunk and hopefully il be as confident as i've felt about myself this whole week.
Danfalc
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I know the feeling,hope you find some motivation soon MM.
I feel pretty crud myself at the moment,though had some stress recently and that always throws me out of sync.I feel really insecure,full of self doubt and just washed out.
I do have something to look forward to soon,I just need to kick up a gear and get my act together a bit more.I put way too much stuff off and to the back of my mind and it's time to start getting on top of it all If I want to make progress.
I feel pretty crud myself at the moment,though had some stress recently and that always throws me out of sync.I feel really insecure,full of self doubt and just washed out.
I do have something to look forward to soon,I just need to kick up a gear and get my act together a bit more.I put way too much stuff off and to the back of my mind and it's time to start getting on top of it all If I want to make progress.
SociallyAwkwardAndShy
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I feel kind of upset but I feel like i've caused it by reading emotions wrong.
I had been talking to my ex more and we had been a little flirty with each other but I think his flirtatiousness has just been niceness, while mine has been old emotions returning hoping some old spark would ignite. So when i saw another girl and him being very friendly and flirty via facebook(grr hate that site) and him mentioning her in his status, I broke into tears, and now i'm venting about it on here ::
I had been talking to my ex more and we had been a little flirty with each other but I think his flirtatiousness has just been niceness, while mine has been old emotions returning hoping some old spark would ignite. So when i saw another girl and him being very friendly and flirty via facebook(grr hate that site) and him mentioning her in his status, I broke into tears, and now i'm venting about it on here :
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Your cat seems to have sense of civility, perhaps even nobility. The correct words are not present in mind's vocabulary. My cat is somewhat of a walking, organic vacuum cleaner. 'No, no, no. Food there, that, I don't know what that was.'
EasySkankin
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Hot and humid. It was 98 degrees and raining!... during summer. Looking forward to going out tonight and a little anxious. Will try to control my anxiety though and ask a few girls for a dance. You're going down social anxiety!!!