hopeless...
I barely summouned the courage to go out shopping with a friend and she ditched me.. but that isnt the problem, the problem is i have nothing to do all day, and ill be left to my thoughts and I will always be social phobic, im kind of relieved she cancelled, but i should have fought it :/
edit: feeling miserbale, cuz i am so boring, she wouldnt come along, she is a good person and puts up with my sad personality, but I dont want the feeling that hurts so much! pitty and not succeeding, faling all the time, knowing you're a weirdo..