Yep, I can relate, there ! That’s pretty much how ah huv felt dealing with my family for the past 2 years.Feel like I've been hit by a Tsunami, and I'm back to struggling trying to make it back up to the surface again for some air.
Just when you have been treading water sufficiently enough to breath for about a few weeks, then....BOOM!!
Out of no where, no warning, no reason, another huge wave comes and sinks you deep under the water again.
Depression is such a cruel thing.